i wish i had a different life

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i wish i had a different life,
a different family,
a different situation,
a life far from here.

maybe i would have bloomed better,
would have found forever friends,
would have hold hands with 'the one',
maybe would have not created this depressed heart.

maybe my heart would not ooze out with sadness,
wouldn't need to cry silently in my bed,
wouldn't need to climb the mountaintops alone.
would have been brave to be with him.

i wish i had a different life,
a different reality,
but would it still be me?
or a different me?

1.21.2024

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