The girl who is the full moon |memoir 2| complete

Going foward with life

I find that I'm going forward in life both willingly, as well as the fact that I just don't know this but I am going on with my life and moving forward and moving on that being said, how am I doing that because I just do my creative stuff and just move on with my life I have been told over the weeks I've been doing a lot better and that I've been doing great which kind of freaked me out because my metal hell sometimes I still think is a piece of shit! but as far as my pass is concerned, I'm going to move forward in my life still have to revisit it from time to time and therapy but it'll be a lot better than having to relive at what I'm going to sleep and having a fucking nightmare and stuff like that so I'd rather the controlled temper tantrum as I call it instead of the actual fuck off nightmare that will cause me to be a pain and everyone else is ass that being said, I don't like controlled tab of what I swear use a topical derogatory words and stuff like that that's just not by cuppa tea. I'd rather just try to be more gentle about things, but no work out.
After this controlled freak out, I decided I was going to end up just to move on with my life for the most part and move on and go forward. That being said it's important to move forward. Where do you can and when you have to take therapy you have to take that step back into the past but I'd rather really be moving forward and just forget, forgetting this even happening. I am honest about this. This is So I'd rather do I am doing this slowly moving on with my life, I am created a tattoo design, which is of a basketball with a scenery of nature in it. Also, I have done other things that were interested that don't involve a therapist or wellness room. That being said is very interesting that I can find these activities that can bring me back in the focus. What is the guitar and ukulele the other is the artwork and the right a guy do the writing I do is basically this is I'm doing a novel called colony I believe it is and I imagine this is therefore mentioned book where I have said Isabel, where a nice people go to the moon to live, and not have to worry about Armageddon nuclear Armageddon. Where is bad people have to deal with nuclear Armageddon. That being said it was kind of interesting and I have to get back into that book so I can start another project as I said I also mentioned that I had book description in one of the chapters of the aforementioned book little girl who should've been laughed at airport security that being said it's kind of interesting that I am talking about kindness. I think this is a step forward because usually I am an eye for an eye tooth for a tooth. Kind of gal, sometimes not all the time but this not anymore. I guess I used to be about five years ago you fucked me I fuck you kinda and that is that I don't do that anymore. I say if you screw me over, I say it's basically your shame and your bad behaviour is nothing about me. It has nothing to do with me or how it reflects on me so I don't have to go and attack you anymore. I just go on with my life and that is basically the end of that shit show story.
The only thing that I have done that is Western is do bolo ties wearing the bolo ties. I made one bolo tie and found out that I'm gonna be ordering a bunch on Amazon very good. The idea of the bolo ties are very interesting idea the bolo tie is a western phenomenon usually in the United States but I usually like these kind of things from time to time so I made one got another one and another one and another one gonna make another one and see what happens from there. I enjoy making the Bolo ties to the point where I'm gonna make another one and that couple with the what I already made as well as the ones that I have on Amazon that'll be up to five I tried looking for bolo tires the other day when I went to the reuse centre but as I said, I had to move on with life because they weren't there. It's kinda sad that they don't have very many of these but anyways! anything that makes me look intelligent and I do have IQ 196 and I like to keep that at times I still do my wild egg but I do spare a lot. The model is something I've always wanted to try to do but as I said, the professional photographers want nudity and other things, and I don't want to do that, let's just say there's more being classy and bad ass, then taking off your fucking clothing bellybutton I can see but nothing more than that or maybe a shoulder if there's a tattoo on it I can see that happening but other than that I don't see this happening going around strutting stuff at your dude birthday suit that is not very appropriate for anything so I don't do that. I just said the photographer at the bottle as well as the make up artist and the way I go outside to do what I need to do take pictures and there it is I don't have to go Around naked in order to be a model I don't think that is the whole idea of being a model it's supposed to be glamorous is supposed to be unique and interesting. It should not be a run thin said the idea of a bottle to be who you are on the inside and take it out and put it out on the outside had to have clothing on, of course, the only thing that I can think of would be to be wearing a top that shows your belly button other than that I don't really give a rats ass. I don't do very much of the pornography type or the idea of nudity because that's how that scammer kept mentioning in the last book had found and found me very well. I was able to go and take advantage of these nude photos and said I wanna post them on Facebook if you don't give me any fucking money and I had to call someone over to figure this out this was something I couldn't fix so, but the only way I can fix it was to go and not do it again I can't say for the other participant the scammer that they will not do this again, but I just hope that they've to learn the lesson too because this is kind of an aggravating thing it's scary for most people is aggravating for me because I've been around the block