From what other people have told me, I was similar to a light or beacon of hope whenever I was around. I was pretty much infectious, but not like an malicious way like Covid. It was kind of like everyone knew I was special for some odd reason I don't still don't know why that is until one friend said that I had the same abilities as Albert Einstein lacking the math part, I was never good at math as I mentioned before. I remember that I was very interested in space and astronomy still lamb to this day, but I am never good at mass. That being said I was many times in my life either compared to a beacon of Hope or some kind of source of light that was similar to Albert Einstein. That being said, I even remember my mother mentioning that I had the same condition as Albert Einstein the Asperger's that being said it was very interesting to have the same condition as one of the worlds most famous genius is the fact that I have an IQ of 196 and the fact that people consider myself pretty much to be of hope because of my well stubbornness to live the strong willingness to live to continue my story even though I am pretty much had a lot in my life going on that being said I have had a rough go, but I continue to go anyway because of the consideration that life is important that being said, that's why people consider me a light that be said that's very interesting for me to say I'm not just a beacon or a light. I am the full moon and some cases where sometimes some people don't like me, and some people do like me it depends on the person really most people like a full moon, except for the people that are superstitious those are the people that are ignorant, particularly those are the bullies and the religious people and the atheist that have dragged me through the mile over the years and caused possible not just CPTSD but maybe even DD or dissociative identity disorder that being said, I may have had that as a kid just to survive the conditions that life has thrown at me. I'm not exactly happy that I may have had that I know I had many and still sometimes have different alters they calm down a bit. They have fused, but they have calmed down a bit but that being said the fact that I'm stubborn enough to continue on and that I have a philosophy of rhetoric if you want that I was going to continue living the fact that I have semicolon tattoos on my middle fingers for anyone who tells me to go fly a kite or tries to drag me through the mud basically is there for that reason I am a mental health warrior and I am stuck living life and I may as well enjoy it so you can just leave if you don't like me kind of just like the blinds or the curtains if you do not like the full moon that being said, I am the full moon in some cases, where, as I said, I can be a light in the darkness, or if some people are ignorant and stupid, and annoying sometimes people think I am where it's like you gotta be kidding. It's a full moon. It really depends. I'm not really that kind of person that is always liked. I have been mentioned many times by one friend Shawna Leah, that this is basically what it is is. I am a celestial mirror where people just like the dump on me and like to cause problems or draw me to the darkness that's what a celestial mirror is, it's nothing to do with Final Fantasy. It's just a person who has special powers spiritually which I do have and that people see that as people whipping eggs at you because you are a threat kind of thing!
That being said, those people are the kind of people that are ignorant. They are obviously threatened by something that is a light or something that is specialized I said, I even had my mother when she, even when she was drunk that I was special I even had been told that she And this was when she was not drunk or anything. This is what she was stone cold, silver, and had a good head on her shoulders that she had a dream about the angel Gabriel comment to her saying that there was someone that was in need of a mother why the angel Gabriel I don't know why maybe it has something to do with me being similar to the full moon, where you like me or you don't, and I am a light in the dark whether you want it or not.
That being said, is very interesting to say that I am goth, which is also another reason why why I get eggs whipped at me if you were more or less say that because well I'd rather be myself instead of somebody else like Britney Spears or something to that effect. I don't believe that I'm more of a moth, but I don't go around spitting on people in mall or doing stupid stuff in malls I just try to live my life most people who are not very interested and being well mentally I am the opposite I like to be happy I like to be healthy, both mad and physically so much physically as it is mentally because without mental health as I said, there is no joy in the world and some cases, so you may as well work on that more so than anything else I don't like the stereotype of the mall where they are mentally unstable and crazy or whatever the hell else people would say about them even other gloths saying about them that they're terrible people that being said I'm a moth I don't believe in being an asshole in public, or an asshole in private, it's just a simple thing that you are just here, so you may as well act that doesn't matter the way you dress!
The fact that I was also dumped on or whipped eggs out by my mental health worker, Cassandra Thompson, many times that was one incident in my life. I'd like to forget a milf a memory I'd like to forget, excuse the terminology, but that is basically what it is or she was racist and stupid, and everything else that was was basically a cause of PTSD. It isn't war or anything else, but the root cause of it in your stupidity I found that just ret*rded! Excuse my language, but I cannot find any other way to explain that or use another word for that because there's no other word for being ignorant and stupid and racist. They're really isn't any other word except that particular word that I try to avoid so I try to avoid that word as much as possible there's quite a few words I try to avoid much as possible when you're celestial mirror or en Lyman terms, people like dump on you because you're different!
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The girl who is the full moon |memoir 2| complete
Não FicçãoMy memoir sequel of "the girl who should've been left at airport security!" This will talk about my life at present, my goals and aspirations as well some more positive out look on life! Though the thirty five years were rough, let's see if I ca...
