This happens every goddamn April and the first spring snowfall comes and I'm not always happy about it or thrilled about it because I'm over winter specially this year because winter was especially brutal to me and my poor little brain that being said, I am not happy to have seen snow For a couple of days and have to shovel it and other things that are aggravating with snow. At least I got some money out of the shovelling but still it was aggravating and I wish to just move on sweeping the decks and going to enjoy the outdoors and do outdoor chores instead of having to do the shovelling I'm so over this right now. That is ridiculous fact, this happens every freaking year. You have to literally be tested by God or whoever you believe in this case every April with a taste of winter before spring ever comes is aggravating enough for me to deal with as this happens every year it drives me insane drove me insane at home. Specially, drives me insane here because I'd rather be doing other things just sitting on my ass!
Sometimes the snow shovelling the snow is just too much for me to handle sometimes especially when it's packing snow. That being said, I don't enjoy this I'd rather just go out my sweater and pants or whatever I'm wearing and enjoy this spring weather and enjoy us but this is been going on since I was born for spring and winter at the end of winter as if winter is too stubborn. Well I'm more stubborn because of my genetic profile that being said, I have been a very stubborn person I will not accept the snow as this comes about every time it is it drives me insane. In fact, it was so insane the other that it was like like Christmas. I said this is looking like fucking December!
That is the one thing I did not like is being knee-deep in snow while I was doing a volunteer thing outside that was one thing to do volunteer work which I don't mind but it's another to do it need even snow and you're freezing your keister off for Easter When Easter already passed and should be already sunny or at least raining out and not dealing with this bowl of a winter winter land, it drives me insane to be exactly even say this, but I hate winter I don't exactly like this country for winter or weather sometimes it's a pain!
That being said, I hope no one sees me as auntie whatever, but I just don't. I'm auntie snow and auntie cold as this is a trigger for me. This is always been a trigger for me. I don't mind it in December when you're going around seeing the sparkling snow that being said, when in summertime, I don't wanna see the sparkle sparkle I just want to see either rain or sun Sign that says very interesting that the sun hasn't come out this past is annoying. I'd like to see what is going on the snow is summer even coming I wonder sometimes when this first week of April happens I just wanna know where the hell is summer is summer coming.
But this is a clear present when you live in Canada is that you're going to have snow in spring and it's gonna drive up the wall that is something I don't like but it is something I unwillingly trade for good human rides and good laws is the fact that the weather sucks I don't like the weather for simple reasons of my PTSD. One of the triggers is the cold, because that was one of the tormenting things they did was a torture but anyways, that was one of the many things I did was prolonged exposure of the cold that is still a trigger for me and some people wonder how people react between extreme hot and cold and the fact that does it phase them. Yes, it does phrase them because it's a form of torture I do not like the cold I do not like being burnt never been burnt in my life but let's just say I have and it's not fun, so let's just put it this way. No one likes a cold no one likes extreme heat, so why do you even do these kind of things is beyond me you know the answer the person is gonna get it effing cold and it's cold. I don't like it go away or if it's too hot or they burn them since they're obviously gonna swear at you or swear near you and be in pain that being said, I don't believe and using these hot and cold tests on innocent people to use as a fun way of torture or dress of science, when you know the goddamn answer!
And this is what I think God does in some cases he does this exact torture that the people in Romania did to me that being said, I'm not happy I say the word people very loosely!
You're wondering why I don't like the cold wondering why I say fuck you to win stuff like that and I like the TikTok "it's beginning to look like fuck this!" That being said, I like that song because it's getting aggravating to see snow when there shouldn't be snow actually, this is at least at sea level. I should not be seeing this stuff at all to be honest with you is something about the thing of the axis of the earth that pisses me off every year that is Early spring and winter and you wanna just scream on the snow doesn't wanna leave that being said it reminds me a lot of my early childhood, and it drives me insane to say this part of it is a form of torture that God does to us as if giving everyone a taste of what I've been through which is kind of rude, to be honest with you!
Is Summer even fucking coming?
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The girl who is the full moon |memoir 2| complete
Non-FictionMy memoir sequel of "the girl who should've been left at airport security!" This will talk about my life at present, my goals and aspirations as well some more positive out look on life! Though the thirty five years were rough, let's see if I ca...
