People rather be in the group home or people that don't see things with them rose coloured lands, unless their sunglasses usually say that I am a joy to be around and I'm not being snarky or sarcastic. That being said it is the truth I am a joy to be around. I'm usually very happy very very energetic. Well, not too energetic in the morning but it'll get there as the day progresses and I'm very creative and I'm very peaceful. That being said I'm very peaceful when it comes to certain things, I like to just lay low and do my own thing and people think that's actually worth the time to get to know me which is good that being said this has been mentioned many times the group home I live in where people say well you're joy to have. You're actually worth the time to be when they don't usually say worth the time but in this case, I'm a nice person I don't have to be mean or ignorant to get what I want. Really what you have to get what you want is to be nice and kind therefore that's the better strategy instead of people hating you and want to drive you insane I am usually very polite always polite because of my code of honour and conduct. And people like that for some reason I don't know why, but they're just like that I am not too Kurt with people which means I'm not too mean or strict or rude with people, unless they are interfering with my writing and even have that I would rather just, fuck off somewhere else and not have to deal with someone interfering with my writing! That was all the time even when I won for intake session for my psychiatrist people had mentioned that I am a joy to be around even though I have been suffering with a lot of emotional baggage less for that way the fact that I can find time to be happy son of my strong stubbornness. I use my stubbornness that my Chechen ancestors have for the good of society, because I'd rather be good instead of fighting and squabbling with other humans about whatever the hell humans decide to fight in these pointless wars that being said being Chechen, Eastern Europe is not always the worst thing in the world. Sometimes that can be you joy to the world if you use it correctly if you don't, you're basically screwed and you're not very nice person to put up with that being said I'd rather be a nice what the chains are usually famous for which is being nice and kind human being not ignorant, fighting sons of bitches, sometimes fight in order to get out of bed sometimes that being sad it's very interesting just, go around and be more of a kind hospital person. That's more important when you're of this cloth, if you were that being said, when I mean close, I means genetic profile it's very interesting. I have read the world's most dangerous place before they have nothing else to say, but glowing reviews about the Chechen PEOPLE not the terrorists!
And most cases where there's a lot of stubbornness, there's a lot of nice people around that being said, that's why people say I'm a joy, even though I am a stubborn coot. That being said, I'd rather be stubborn than be sorry for myself or sorry, or blaming myself or shaming myself and others I'd rather just be a better person so that being said it rubs off on other people sometimes there's no other times but to be angry and better, especially when things aren't I shouldn't say going away, but one life is not being friendly or whatever that being said, it's very interesting to see where life will take you. You have to accept that direction I find or else you cannot and you have to stubbornly except this direction or you're not gonna be able to survive in life that being said, my father used to say, why can't you be more of a jokester! Said he said if you can't take a kill yourself, I remember flipping him off many times in my life after that I don't believe that you need to have a sense of humour all the time I still don't take a joke from time to time, but I am still gonna say that I'm still worth living And there is my brother who is an asshole the one that caused me a lot of problems that one mentioned the same thing and I was like fuck off!
Those people were trying to draw me to the shadows if you were to say that I mentioned they said I have seen a video about profits and celestial mirrors. That being said, I am in someways as I have had prophetic dreams, and I am celestial mirror some people don't understand or want to understand who the fuck I am, or what I am like that being kind of aggravating to be honest with you , but I try not to bother with those people because they really aren't the father that people do the father that people do in the first place or the breath of fresh air that I need they're not worth it so I don't bother dealing with these kind of assholes who dump on you or say, go kill yourself if you can't do this That said they're not worth very much of attention of any kind I still remember my mother blasted my father about that or because he was an asshole let's just say I did not like my father's, and my mother even said that his jokes when he was sober and sensible, even when she was not sober and sensible, it's very interesting that an addicted mind that can mention a silver fat in this case my father is the worst, joker and comedian on the planet planet! So he may as well mention to my mother as well, because she sometimes gets annoyed with drugs or sadistic let's put it that way it's like you are really an asshole! The only negative thing I have to say about my father is that he doesn't know how to make a good joke!
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The girl who is the full moon |memoir 2| complete
Non-FictionMy memoir sequel of "the girl who should've been left at airport security!" This will talk about my life at present, my goals and aspirations as well some more positive out look on life! Though the thirty five years were rough, let's see if I ca...
