PAIN (VEGASPETE)

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It broke my heart hearing Pete's every word, knowing how much I hurt him, how much I broke him and how much he hates me.. I deserve his hatred.

I fell to my knees when he said he would never forgive me. Hatred for me was clearly visible in his eyes.

I know I don't deserve his forgiveness. But I can't live without Pete and I'll do anything to get his forgiveness.

"I---"Pete was about to say something when a lovely voice came from behind. As soon as I heard that voice, more tears started falling from my eyes. After knowing who he is, I feel like running to him and hugging him tightly.But I knew Pete wouldn't like it so I stay at my place.

Venice came running to Pete and tugs on his pant. Pete lifted him.

"Papa why did you lev venven ayon in loom "he asked in sleepy voice

(Papa, why did you leave venven alone in the room)

"I'm sorry baby, but why did you wake up, I put you to sleep didn't I" Pete asked while caressing Venice's head.

"Venven want papa hug" he said and put his face on Pete's neck. Venice looked at me, then turned and looked at Pete, then asked

"Papa, who is tis lung, you nevel soved vengen his poto." he asked innocently. It hurt damn when your own son calls you uncle.

(Papa, who is this uncle, you never venven showed his photo.)

This morning when the nop gave me the file with all the information about Pete I couldn't believe Venice was my son. It hurts a lot when your own son doesn't know exactly who you are. I know I hurt Pete and I don't deserve his forgiveness, but I fucking deserve to know that I have become a father. My son deserves to know who his father is.

"Baby Lung Cau brings you your favorite ice cream. You want to eat" Pete tries to distract Venice. So you don't even want him to know about me, Pete.

"Then go with Uncle Carl, he'll give it to you. And play in the playground, Papa will join you later, okay baby"he said and kissed his forehead. I noticed that Pete's hands were shaking as if he was afraid of something. Venice went with a bodyguard whom I had never seen in this house before. Pete looked at me taking a long, heavy breath, he said

"You should get out of here. I don't want to see your face anymore" he said and turned to walk away.

"Why didn't you tell him about me?"He halted in halfway when he heard me

"What should I tell him about you. There is nothing to tell him about you" He said blankly

"That i am his father" His eyes widened hearing what i said.

"He not your son. "He stated

"I know Pete I've done a lot of things to you in the past. Things for which apologizing once isn't enough. And I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I will apologize to you until my last breath. But I deserve to know about my son, he deserves to know about me, about his father" I said. He widened his eyes and came near me and grabbed my collar.

"He is only mine son" He screamed

"Stop saying he is your son "

"Pete...he's not just your son. He's our son" I said holding both of his cheeks

"I will do everything I can to earn your forgiveness. I know I broke your trust, broke your heart. Pete, I will earn your trust back. I will try to heal the wounds I have given you. I will erase every pain in your heart that I have given you.Pete please give me one last chance" He flipped my hand away and walked away without saying anything

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To be continue...

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forgive me for short chapter 😞

I have lost my confidence on this book.I lost my motivation to write this book.

Idk what i write so ignore grammatical mistakes