My Idol Boyfriend (A Jin Fanfiction)

Part- 15

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Jeena's pov:

Why is he here? What's he doing here? What does he wants now? I can't deal with him, everytime I'm happy this guy has to come and ruin it. I wonder what he wants now, I'm not gonna approach him, anyways. I don't plan on talking or responding him. Ignoring his whole existence I just kept walking, i smirked at him. I knew he saw it, i just kept walking.

I heard footsteps behind me, he kept following me. I can't tolerate this anymore, I looked back but there was no one. Now I'm at the very end of my patience.

Before I could turn he jumped out of nowhere scaring me and just held onto my hand saying "jeena, look babe, I'm sorry. I know I've not been doing anything right. But the time will eventually bring us to the right kind of words, choice and destination. Just please don't be angry, and today if you think I'm stalking you and i came here stalking you then it's nothing like that. I just wanted to see you, i was dying to get the sight of you. Even I'm as confused as you're that u don't understand why is this happening to me. I've never felt this way towards anyone, please just trust me. I won't annoy you more. I'm really sorry if I've done anything wrong to you."

With that he just left, left me startled there. I was at loss of words. Even before I could say anything he just left, not even taking a glance back. I lifted up my palms and kept starring at my hands because he held those, he touched those. But why am I so touched by his touch? Why am I overwhelming? God, what's happening.

Walking home i realised that he's in the same phase I am. Even if i may be thinking bad of him and not trusting him fully. I just know somewhere and I just felt the sincerity in his words. The way he just let it out was like getting rid off of a really big burden, which was consuming his mental health fully and yes this is the same thing I feel as well.

but if he's this much confused about it then why does he keep calling me with such lovely nicknames?

I really wonder what goes on in his mind or what is going on.

Jin's pov:

As I talked it all and avoided jeena's gaze i straight up left without even taking a glance at her. I didn't know what to do. Even the thought of not seeing her or making her feel bad because of me, drives me crazy at the urge of killing myself to cause her trouble. I don't know man why I feel this way. Does she feel it too? Or am I the only one, loving her all one sided-ly?

I really wonder what goes on in her mind or what is going on.

With a little shrug, I sat in the car. Peeking out of the window i kept thinking about what I talked earlier to jeena. I called her with so many lovely nicknames that she must've started thinking I'm in love with her even if she's not. But babe even I'm trying to analyse my feelings about you. I keep getting confused everytime I see you or think about you. I can't think straight of it. But here I am, i just admitted that maybe I'm the only one loving you one sided-ly.

I don't know when will I see her again, but the way i held her hands i just wanted to hug her, take her in my embrace. Make her feel safer than ever, make her feel loved. Let her know that my hands are only and only warm for her. Even if I'm just at the mode of analysing my feelings, I'd still die for her, if that's the case.

The minute the concert ends tomorrow I'm coming to meet you, sweetie. Don't worry, there's no way back now. If we started this then there has to be a sweet endgame. Where you carry my babies and i make you sit on the cloud nine. You're the moon and I'm your admirer.

Getting off of the car I just sat on the sofa starring at the ceiling that's when i remembered jeena is a fan of me i.e. jin's.

Will she be there tomorrow? Uh huh I'm just thinking too much.

But really, will she be there tomorrow?

Vote.