Toxic love

Lovley project

Niomis pov*
Luna kept looking at me. I saw her on the corner of my eye staring at me. I turned my head to her "whats wrong?" I asked..

"Niomi can we talk. Or like all of us?" She said scooting closer to me. "Uh yea sure" i said looking at everyone.

"Okay listen. Me and james have been talking. And to be honest Niomi. You have been changing" she said keeping strong eye contact with me. What the hell? "What do you mean?" I tilted my head trying to get a better explanation "Niomi i miss the girl you once where!" She shouted.

I looked at her in shock "Luna..Iam not 15 anymore. Im almost 30. I have kids now Luna..."

"You're right Niomi. But iam saying that you never interact with the band as much and we need to work more. We have people out there that are waiting for a new album and whenever any of us text you you're like sorry i cant go tom this tom that!" She shouted again. I looked at james he looked like confused at luna. She started ranting shouting out so many words and sentences at once i didn't understand any of it

"Luna! Stop!" I shouted grabbing her shoulders making her look at me. She was panting now from all the words she had said without taking a single breath.

"Iam sorry i have a family now. Iam sorry i was so inlove at 15 i had a child. Iam sorry i was so inlove at 19 i had another child and iam sorry i also got married. Im sorry i cant give you guys the time you want! But iam here arent i? Who was the one who finished our last song!!!!?!" I yelled standing up. James stood up dannys arms where crossed while he was leaning on the wall and luna was sitting down and looking up at me.

"I try okay?? My child was raped at least 2 days ago! And i couldve stayed home but i came with you guys! Havent i given enough!?" I yelled again before tears streemed down my face. I wiped my tears and continued to talk "Tom was there for me when you guys weren-" i was going to continue talking until Luna cut me off.

"No we stayed! Not Tom! We helped you with Gigi not tom!!" She yelled getting up and getting near my face. "Luna. Can i not have family?" I said calming my voice down.

"Niomi all iam saying is we need you more included" she sighed before sitting down. "Thats all you could've said" i said before walking past danny and james going and locking myself in my room.

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Lunas P.O.V*
"Luna.. you did kind of go hard on her" james told me. I sighed and looked at the ground "james is right. Luna we need to learn to accept the fact Niomi isnt 15 anymore" danny said.

"Now i feel bad" i said bringing my knees up to my chest and snuggling my head in them.

Niomis pov*
I just thought and thought and thought. I wanted to fucking scream my head off. Why am i like this!?!? I shouldve killed myself that night. I can't anymore.

I soon got a text from tom.

Text*
Tom: 'hey everything going okay?'
Niomi: 'yep'
Tom: 'thats good. Do you know when you will be back?'
Niomi: 'maybe in a week or two. Depends'
Tom: 'oh okay call me when you get to your hotel'
Niomi: 'okay'
End of text convo*
I sighed before someone knocked on my door. I went and anwsered it. It was danny. "Hey" i said before opening the door for him to come in.

He sat on the bed and i closed the door. "Whats wrong?" I asked sitting beside him. As soon as he was about to talk our manager came in "guys where here get your stuff and lets go" he told us. Me and danny looked at eachother before we got up and grabbed our stuff.

Time skip*
I got in my hotel room. I layed on my bed before gigi texted me.
8:30
Text convo*
Gigi: 'mom'
Niomi: 'yea?'
Gigi: 'if i tell you somthing can you keep it a secret?'
Niomi: 'uh sure whats up?'
Gigi: 'dad invited a woman over'
End of text convo*
My heart shattered into millions of peices. A tear fell from my eye. My heart was pounding.