jake picked up his phone that was now ringing . the name showing "hamster🐹" , he was shocked , he'd liked heeseung for years and when sunghoon came along he'd been so confused on liking both . When heeseung had something with sunoo he thought this was a perfect excuse to forget him
apparently not
"oh uh..." jake mumbled
"okay everyone let's sleep" jay slapped his leg , standing up afterwards
everyone started to get up , putting their rubbish and glasses away
"i'm sorry sun" sunghoon patted sunoos back as they walked back to their room
"it's fine it's not like he was my first love either but it kinda sucks" sunoos head stayed low
he couldnt sleep that night , he woke up in the middle of the night and went out to the cabin's balcony not expecting to meet someone else there
"can i join" ni-ki jumped from the sudden voice , accidentally dropped the thing he was holding
sunoo picked it up putting it to his mouth "i didn't take you for a smoker nishimura" inhale exhale , coughing a little from the foreign smoke
"just shows how much you know about me" ni-ki stood up taking the cigarette from sunoo and putting it out . He was about to leave but sunoo stopped him.
"stay for a while , i could do with the company" ni-ki couldn't say no to him
his chubby cheeks
his cute yet scary foxy eyes
ugh.
and there they stayed , sitting on the balcony staring at the stars
ni-ki felt shivering from his left
"are you cold" ni-ki faced sunoo who looked like he was freezing
"yeh kinda" sunoo laughed but still hugging his legs
ni-ki took off the hoodie he was wearing and handed it to him "here"
sunoo looked at the grey nike hoodie infront of him , a personalised embroidery reading "니키"
"thanks riki" he put on the hoodie , taking in the scent of ni-ki . It was weirdly comforting
"i'm sorry about heeseung" ni-ki stayed staring at the sky
"yeah well you can't change how someone feels right , besides i knew me and heeseung weren't going to work" sunoo pulled the hoodie over his nose to keep his face warm
"you'd be anyone's first love , you're perfect" ni-ki slapped a hand over his mouth which made sunoo laugh
"you're cute ni-ki but i don't want anyone" the atmosphere became tense
sunoo didn't know what he wanted , he knew he liked ni-ki but he didn't want to hurt him either , keeping his distance was for the best
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an hour or so had passed and they both headed back inside saying their good nights and going back to their own rooms
both of them smiling at the time they spent together
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"sun get up jay made food" sunoo rubbed his eyes feeling sunghoon patting him awake
he stood up and left his room with the older
"is that nikis hoodie" sunghoon pulled the side of the hoodie to take a better look
oh shit , sunoo fell asleep in it
"no" sunoo walked faster to find ni-ki and when he did he dragged him into a different room
sunoo shut the bathroom door behind them
"a hello would be nice" ni-ki said sarcastically
"i need to talk to you later so please just hear me out okay" sunoo looked at ni-ki with pleading eyes
"stop being so serious" ni-ki laughed , pinching his cheeks before leaving the bathroom
sunoo stayed there blushing like an idiot
"seriously over a pinch" sunoo said to his reflection "pull it together kim sunoo" he turned on the faucet and splashed his face
all you have to do is tell him.
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thank you so much again for the love on this book!!💗
