Forever in your Arms ♡

10.

Taehyung opened the window on his side and placed his head on it and started feeling the breeze It was 1 o'clock in the afternoon but there was a small crowd outside, it seemed that it was going to rain: The sun was peeking through the clouds and a light ray was falling on Taehyung's face, there was a peace in that moment that Taehyung felt after a long time. He didn't feel like going home at all, he just wanted to stay like this

How different is our imagination from reality? There is happiness, peace and most importantly love.

Jungkook on the other hand was admiring Taehyung. In his eyes, Taehyung seemed very calm, soft and very calm
He just wants to see him happy in his life.

Instead of going home, Jungkook turned his car the other way.

"Your house is on the other side" Taehyung said confusinly

"Yeah but I want to spend more time with you" Jungkook replied, eyes fixed on the road and a small smile displayed on his lips

"Oh!" That's all Taehyung could say

He was having new feelings which he would never experienced in his past life
Being with Jungkook makes him feel like he has someone who loves him, someone who doesn't judge him.

No more expectations, Taehyung feels the real him: without any guilt

"It looks like it's going to rain"

"hmmm" Jungkook hummed

"By the way where are we going?" Taehyung asked

"Where you want to go?" Jungkook turned ho head towards Taehyung and waited for his answer

"Far away from reality" Taehyung mumbled, looking outside through the window, admiring the trees besides the long road

Jungkook spent some time thinking about where to go and then he got an idea.

25 minutes later, Jungkook parked his car near the beach. Taehyung saw Ocean in front of him and was happy

Jungkook got out of his car and opened Taehyung's gate, smiling sweetly as Taehyung smiled back

They walked towards the shor and sit there beside eachothers
Taehyung brought his knees closer to his chest and sat down with his hands on them, while Jungkook sat down next to him

"Is there something wrong?" Jungkook asked while feeling the breeze

"I don't know how to tell"

"You can trust me Taehyung, i won't judge you" Jungkook replied in a low voice

Taehyung thought for a while and then replied "everything is wrong, my mum she's very strict and sometimes it suffocate me, I feel like Taehyung doesn't exist, my soul is just trapped in this body that runs on my mother's orders. Every move of mine, she control it"

He paused for a second, his eyes filled with tears "I'm exhausted, im getting hurt but I don't know what is hurting me, my insecurities my anxiety I feel like no one loves me, but I don't care either. I just want my mother's love ever since my parents got divorced she acts so cold"

"I'm just a child Jungkook I need love, i want love and peace, she makes me feel like I'm not worthy, I'm not lovable she said I'm selfish just like my father and I'll leave her but it's not true, I love her but I want love too, don't you think I deserve it? I want to be free" he finished, his face was red from crying

"I want to die" As soon as these words came out of Taehyung's mouth, Jungkook immediately hugged him tightly. Taehyung sniffled and hugged him back

After hearing that a strange transformation was happening in Jungkook's heart, Taehyung went through the following throughout his childhood
Jungkook just wants his happiness back and maybe he is happy that he is an orphan because if parents are like this then it is better to remain an orphan.

"Taehyung, I'm sorry that you went through all this, you're so strong" Jungkook whispered tried not to sniff as he is crying too

"You were just a child, This world is so cruel sometimes trauma doesn't make you stronger but it will make you more vulnerable and weak but as I said you're so strong, Im sorry that when I was not with you at that time, I promised that from today onwards I will be with you, I will listen to you when I talk to you or love you more than you can even think of, you deserve all the love and happiness and I'll make sure that you can feel it"

Jungkook caressed back of Taehyung's head as he snuggle more in Jungkook's chest

"Why?"

"Because you're worth it and I can see it" Taehyung burst out crying again but this time he's feeling overwhelmed but he's scared that it was just a lie? People will leave you at the end of the day. Promise are meant to be broken

"Look through my eyes then you will know how important you are to me, you're the most beautiful person in the eyes of mine and most important person in the life of mine"

"But you leave me—"

Jungkook looks into Taehyung's eyes filled with tears

"I know it's not easy to trust someone but as I said I'll make sure that you won't regret it but promise me one thing"

Taehyung nodded his head as a sign to continue

"You will share Everything to me even when you're not in the mood, promise?"

"Promise" Taehyung whispered as Jungkook hugged him once again

They were sitting hugging each other and rain drops were falling on them, Jungkook took off his jacket and put it over both of their heads. They sat there, Taehyung was crying while jungkook was comforting him

Someone has said it well, if a person who has never received love, even once, someone gives him a little feeling of love, then that person will start accepting everything including pain.

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