Fuck I'm in love

it's all my fault

The ambulance quickly arrived and took Wednesday to the hospital, Enid went with the ambulance, they asked how it happened she only said that Wednesday fell and hit her head, she skipped the suicidal part, when they arrived they took Wednesday to get a head CT, they told Enid that she's bleeding, and that they need a surgery

The nurse told her to wait in the waiting room, she sat down and just stared in front of her, why did Wednesday came to save her? Does that mean she still loves her? How did she know? And why did she saved her?

 Even after what she has done to Wednesday she still came and saved her, Enid felt tears falling from her eyes, she say there and cried being lost in her thoughts, she didn't care about anything just that Wednesday will be okay,

 she can't do anything right now but to hope that her lover will be just fine, and they can go back to live their life together, after two hours the doctor away came out of the surgery, Enid stood up immediately when she saw the doctor

"How is she doctor?" He took a deep breath and looked into Enid eyes
"Well the surgery was a success, but she's in a coma and she might not wake up from it" Enid was speechless

"What do you mean? Like she's not waking up today or? The man looked down then back up again " I mean there's a chance that she will not wake up, never again, the damage on her brain was pretty bad, it's good thing that she even survived this long"

Enid felt like her heart broke, it's all her fault, if she didn't wanted to jump everything would be okay right now

"Alright thank you doctor" she said and he walked away, a nurse showed her the room Wednesday was in, Enid walked in, and she looked at the girl just laying there, she looks like she's just sleeping and nothing happened, Enid walked over to the bed, and held Wednesday's hand 

"I'm sorry this is all my fault, I shouldn't have do it, I'm sorry baby please wake up, don't leave me, I love you, I'm sorry for everything I've done to you" Enid said while she cried and held Wednesday's hand tight, 

"λυπάμαι πολύ, αν δεν πηδούσα, θα ήσασταν εντάξει, αλλά έπρεπε να το κάνω γιατί είμαι χαζή, λυπάμαι τόσο πολύ αγάπη μου, σε αγαπώ με όλη μου την καρδιά " Enid softly spoke, tears fell from her eyes
eventually she sat down on a chair next to Wednesday, just hoping that she's going to open her eyes anytime now, 

hours passed but still nothing changed, Wednesday was laying unconscious Enid didn't know what to do, she sat there, the she-wolf thought about calling her parents but what would she say? 'Sorry your daughter is in a coma because I almost killed my self?' Definitely not, she just sat there andwaited and waited, she eventually fell asleep, the next day she woke with hope, 

maybe Wednesday woke up while she slept, Enid stood up and looked at her lover, nothing she's still in a coma, she fell back down onto the chair she didn't know what to do, she didn't want to leave, but also it was painful to see her like this, and it's all her fault 

"oh Wednesday what have i done?" She asked wishing for an answer but it was pure silence in the room Enid just sat there and waited

𝘛𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳

It's been three days, Wednesday was still in a coma, nothing has changed, Enid goes to see her everyday, 

she called Wednesday's parents she explained what happened and they didn't blamed her, instead she got a hug from them, Enid goes to eat her lunch with Wednesday everyday, like they usually did and tells Wednesday about her day 

"so you know I had botanic class, it was boring as usual, then we had p.e. lesson, and the teacher said we're doing archery today, it was easy you know wolf eyes, but it was funny seeing ajax struggle to even put the arrow right, and that was pretty much it, I wish you'd be there, I miss you Wednesday"

 Enid said as she finished her food, she wiped her mouth with a napkin, then stood up, gave a kiss to Wednesday on her forehead, then walked out back to nevermore, when she got back she walked back to her dorm room, she cleaned up a bit, put her things away, mopped the floor, just the usual cleaning she does these days to keep her mind off of Wednesday when she was done with cleaning she walked to yokos room, she walked in and flopped down on her bed "hey"

 the vampire greeted her with a smile on her face "hi" Enid said and looked at yoko "you look visibly better, how's Wednesday? " the she-wolf sighed and sat up on the bed "she's still in a coma, I'm starting to think shes not going to wake up again" 

yokos smile faded away when Enid said those words "Enid don't say that she's going to wake up, she needs time to heal" Enid felt her eyes tearing up again
"But what if she doesn't wake up? What am I going to do? I can't live without her yoko, I'm deeply in love with her"

 the blonde girl said and yoko sat next to her and pulled her into a hug "I don't know Enid, if she doesn't wake up you're going to need to move on, doesn't matter how hard its going to be you have to, Wednesday would want that too" yoko was right Enid thought "alright but I'm not giving up on her, not yet" she said and they stayed like that for a few minutes, before Enid pulled away and wiped her tears away 

"thank you yoko" the vampire smiled and replied "your welcome Enid" she stood up and left the room, she walked back to her dorm, she looked around how empty the room looked, Enid sighed then walked into the bathroom and took a shower after she was done she decided to go to sleep, but it wasn't that easy since the accident Enid couldn't sleep, her mind kept racing, she just couldn't shut it off, it bothered her but she couldn't do anything about it, she accepted it, 

Enid layed in bed she was wearing one of Wednesdays hoodie, and hugged herself tight, she cried all night like she usually does it became a habit of hers