Fuck I'm in love

i thought i lost you

It's been eight months school is ending in a couple of weeks, Wednesday was still in a coma, enid was laying in bed not doing anything just laying she barley got out of bed these days she just slept all day not doing anything, then she remembered that Wednesday's birthday is May 13

 it's today enid decided that she's taking a shower, she didn't remember when was the last time she took one, she got out of bed and headed to the bathroom she looked even worse now she barley looked like she was alive, she was literally skin and bones,

 enid stripped down and turned the water on, she stepped in and let the water run on her body she washed her hair, then her body after she was done , walked out of the bathroom and she put on some clothes it looked way bigger on her because of the weightloss she had,

 after that she dried her hair, and brushed it out now she looked like a whole different person, enid stood up and walked to the door, she took a deep breath and walked out side, she got strange looks of the people who saw her, she didn't know when was the last time she actually left her room, but she didn't care about them, 

Enid walked straight to the hospital, when she got there saw that Wednesday was still in a coma, she walked next to her "I know I wasn't here in while, I'm sorry for that I just couldn't get myself out of bed, I just wanted to say happy birthday babycakes I still love you and I'll be here when you wake up" she had a little smile on her face, and Enid took Wednesdays hand and held it tight, she was just looking at the girl in front of her, she was lost in her thoughts when she felt that Wednesday squeezed her hand and then slowly opened her eyes

 "oh my god your awake" Enid said happily then she hugged the girl tight, only to feel Wednesday pushing her away, Enid looked confused "are you still mad at me?" She asked in a quiet tone, Wednesday looked around the room

"I'm sorry but who exactly you are?" The goth girl asked while she looked at the she-wolf, Enid laughed

 "real funny Wednesday, this is what I get for what I've done?" The smaller girl looked confused she didn't know what was the blonde girl was talking about
"No, I don't even know what your talking about, my last memory is that I'm with my parents in a car going somewhere, so who are you?" Enid couldn't believe this, what was happening she finally wakes up and now her lover can't remember her?

"Wait here" the blonde girl said and went to find her doctor and explained him what is the situation, they both walked back to Wednesdays room
"Hello Wednesday I am your doctor, you had an accident, hit your head and you've been in a coma for eight months straight, now I don't know why you have memory loss, we're going to run some tests then I'll come back" 

 Enid walked next to Wednesday
And asked "you really don't remember me?" With tears in her eyes, and she held Wednesday's hand, but the smaller girl didn't pulled away somehow she found comfort in the she-wolfs touch

 "no I truly don't, maybe if you bring some memories up?" Enid nodded and started to think
"Oh yeah so I spent all summer with you at your house, and one night we went out stargazing, and that night you told me that, 'i will love you until the day I die' "

 Enid said and Wednesday tried to remember she felt like she knew what was the girl next to her talking about but still couldn't remember
"I'm sorry I feel like I know you, but I have zero memory of you in my life"

 Enid sighed and closed her eyes, then the nurse came in to get some blood from Wednesday, after she was done she left the room, the goth girl was thinking, but nothing came to her mind about this girl next to her, Enid sat down next to her 

"I'm Enid, Enid Sinclair Wednesday I am your girlfriend, we're together, and I am the reason you got into a coma"
Wednesday looked at the girl she still had no memories of her 

"why what happened?" The goth girl asked and sat up on the bed "well we had a big fight and you left, and I wanted to jump off of a cliff and you saved me and hit your head into a rock, and since then you have been in a coma" Enid hesitantly explained what exactly happened "its kind of dramatic isn't it?" Wednesday asked and looked at the girl next to her "what do you mean?" 

The blonde asked "we fight, you want to kill yourself and I come and save you how dramatic" she said with a tiny smile at the end, Enid smiled and leaned forward then the doctor came back with the results
"Well it's seems your completely fine, it doesn't explain why you have memory loss, but I think if you two try hard you can bring back those memories, and you can go out today"

The doctor said and he went to write her discharge papers, Enid felt a little happy, there's still hope that she can get her memories back "so your my girlfriend? Can you bring me clothes?"

Wednesday asked while she looked at Enid, she nodded and stood up, she walked back to Nevermore, Enid ran into yoko "god Enid you look like shit" she said, the she-wolf looked at her in the eyes "thank you, she woke up, but she has memory loss, she doesn't remember me" Enid told her yoko pulled her into a hug, then Enid pulled away and left to her dorm, she packed a few clothes and hurried back to Wednesday, 

25 minutes later she arrived at the hospital, when Enid got in the room, she saw Wednesday standing in front of the window looking out "I'm here " Enid said and put the clothes on the bed, Wednesday walked and started to undress herself, but before she took her hospital gown off she looked Enid, who got the message and turned around while Wednesday changed

even though they seen each other naked the smaller girl doesn't remember it, after Wednesday was done with changing her clothes they walked out of the hospital "are you hungry?"

 Wednesday asked looking at Enid "no not really but we can go and eat" then Enid remembered that they went to a fast food restaurant maybe she'll remember if they go there, a few minutes of walking and they arrived at their destination, they walked in Wednesday felt familiar, but still no memories of Enid or anyone else,

 they ordered their food, they decided to eat it while they're walking back to nevermore, Enid couldn't eat her food she felt like she's going to throw up, 15 minutes later they arrived at nevermore, they didn't talk the whole way back, Enid showed Wednesday where's their dorm room, and the goth girl still didn't remembered anything, 

Enid layed down on her bed and checked her phone, a ton of messages of people who are worrying about her condition, she just didn't care, Wednesday sat down on her bed a familiar feeling ran through her, 

a deja-vu feeling she's been here before but she just couldn't remember it, nothing came to her mind, it bothered her so much, she sat down on her chair and started to write her novel, she's been writing it for two years so she remembers that, Enid was laying on her bed looking at Wednesday, everything looked normal but at the same time it felt strange so strange