Fuck I'm in love

family

The next day Enid went back to nevermore, Wednesday stayed at home her parents talked with larissa and she agreed to let her be a student at Nevermore again

Enid woke up to her phone ringing
It was early who would call her?
She looked over and saw it was her mother she hesitated to answer but she did

"Hello?" Enid asked and there was a bit of silence "hi darling, how've you been?" Her mother asked, was she really cared?

"I've been good mom, why did you call?" The she-wolf asked her mom
"To check up on you, did you wolf out?
Or found a mate?" Enid couldn't believe that's the only reason she called her

She decided to lie a bit "yes I wolfed out, and I do have a mate" Enid said
And she heard her mother making happy noises

"That's great honey, what's his name?"
Enid smile dropped and there was a silence again "her name is Wednesday" the she-wolf said

"Enid I told you before that's unnatural, and disgusting to love another girl, your just a disappointment to this family, you should love a boy a man not a girl!"

Enid had enough she hang up the phone, and threw it on her bed
She didn't know what to do then remembered she has a silver blade in the bathroom

She walked inside and got the blade out, and sliced it across her wrist
It went pretty deep there was a lot of blood, she did it a few more times then she sat in the bathroom crying

Why can't her mother accept who she loves? She didn't understand,is there something wrong with me? Enid asked herself while crying looking at the blade in her hand

Then she thought Wednesday might notice her wrist so she pulled her pants down, and sliced the blade on her thighs, making it deep enough for it to scar then Enid just sat there and looked at the blood pouring down on her thighs

After a while she saw what time it was, 7:58 she's late for class
Enid didn't do anything with her wounds she wiped the blood away and didn't bother to change clothes she put on a long sleeved hoodie and went to her lessons

It's been a long day she couldn't concentrate all day, she couldn't understand her mother and her mind was full with questions

When she got back to her dorm she went straight to the bathroom to take a shower, the water stung because of her wounds, but Enid didn't care about

After she showered she looked at the blade and picked it up, now she sliced up her other thigh she dried herself and walked back to her bedroom and layed down on her bed crying

She slowly fell asleep, the next day she really didn't wanted to go to her classes, she decided to skip today
So Enid fell back asleep quickly

She woke up later on the afternoon it was 4pm her whole day was wasted but she didn't care she only went out to pee, but nothing else she just layed in her bed all day

The next day she went to her classes but she looked like a mess
She was walking to her class when ajax stopped her "hey what's up with you?" He asked with a smile on his face "nothing ajax" Enid said and walked away

Her day was hell she slept in lessons
The teachers were mad at her, but she just couldn't care, she went back to her dorm straight to the bathroom
She took the blade out and sliced it across her thighs

She went to bed and slept for the rest of the day, the next day was Thursday she had p.e first so she didn't go people would see her wounds
Then she fell back asleep and slept all day

When she woke up she realized that Wednesday is coming tomorrow afternoon, she needed to get herself together for her, she knew that the goth girl was good at finding out things Enid hoped Wednesday wouldn't find this out

She didn't know what to say to her lover, Enid would probably have problems explaining herself
And what if Wednesday leaves her for doing self harm

The blonde girl realized she didn't ate all day, but she wasn't hungry either
Enid turned to her other side and went back to sleeping she slept until the next morning