its just it was a lot more open today i explained again on how idky i became a person i wouldn't even want to be around and then explained more on how my mindset was never really me, like it was just a bad character i put on and then i explained on how i only wanted males attention for the validation which led me to realzing i might be gay?
celi 💖 oh girl thats a lot
I KNOW!! like how did it go from me saying i hate the person i was for the past three years to me saying im gay i cant rn
celi 💖 well from my understanding you became a total bitch after 3rd year and it was all just a character but for what?
oh idk it was right after my bsf left and i lost touch with all my friends from different houses its like i lost the person i was and turned into a monster everyone hated and i didnt even mean to it just happened
celi 💖 and now you're trying to find youself again how did you realize you were gay?
i hate males attention but i need it for validation idk i never really liked men obviously ive hooked up with sone but it was never good the only decent one was theo and we only did it once bc i literally didn't want that thing near me and they gross me out and ive had crushes on girls before i mean ive hooked up with one too
celi 💖 WHO
no no no im not outing anyone here but myself
celi 💖 understandable
anyways i have to go pack, ttyl😘😘😘
torivega
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torivega my therapist knows your name
author the therapist obvi knows theo & sofia but does she know the name of tori's crush?
author I honestly lost track of the storyline so enjoy this chapter while I catch up and make at least 10 extra chapters, also new book is out!! I unpublished this chapter because I thought it was terrible but its ehh i need to lock tf in though
