red/blue roses (Danganronpa fanfic)

chapter 10

hello
soo i have a question.
Do you know/like bsd?
(Bungo stray dogs)
it's my fav anime, so i just wanted to ask.
And if you don't know/like bsd,
what's your fav anime?
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kiichirō pov:

there was he standing, monokuma,
right infront of me saying, i'm the new mastermind.
That's insane!
Never!
I would never agreed to some shit like that!
This must be a dream or some shit!
Never.
Right?
»you have to kidding me!
Why should i be happy! Or say
ofc i'm doing it! Wtf! You can't think of me that i say yes! Are you fucking crazy! Oh sry, i forgot,
YOU'RE FUCKING INSANE MEN!«
I screamed very loudly to monokuma.
And also, ofc i'd already knew the answer but still! Wtf!
»UGH! YOU'RE SO MUCH
TROUBLE! CAN'T YOU BE QUIET! SO ANNOYING!«
He said annoyed of me with a
"FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!" face.
He then took my hand and bring me wherever.
Still annoyed.
»FIRST OF, DON'T BE THAT LOUD HERE! SOMEONE COULD HEAR YOU OUT THERE!«
»out there?«
»UGH!«
»could you stop that.«
I said in an annoyed tone to monokuma. He turned to me, a little too fast also, he was shooked?
»O-OFC, I APOLOGIZE MASTER.«
huh? Did monokuma just agreed?
And also apologize?
Okay, wtf is going on!
He would never apologize! Also never to me! Doesn't he hate me?!
»y-you don't have to apologize.«
I still was so confused!
Monokuma went quite..
I was a lil shooked, normally he would scream excited or some shit but, just being quiet?
Also the entire thing what happens right now, is nothing like monokuma!
»m-monokuma?«
»O-OH,  I-I'M SO SORRY MASTER.«
he'd stutter?
He'd never stutter, like really never, since i know him.
No, you can't call that know.
Since I'm in this killing game.
But, i guess, i'm now the mastermind.
But..
Who were the mastermind before?
Also were the mastermind so bad to monokuma? I mean he'd say, he hates his job.
(Understandable)
I mean yeah he was an asshole,
an ugly asshole, the entire game.
But.. still, should we be kind to him?
He never did something wrong.
He only did that, what he was ordered to.
He just was doing his job.
I'm sure he has his reasons, maybe..
he dies when he doesn't does what his
"master" say. Or maybe, he will be tortured!
Also why should someone from my classmates, willing to be the mastermind? To see their friends dead?
And still i don't have any idea why i liked it to see hasegawa suffer.
Also after hasegawa's execution, I'd thought about the other deaths and i liked it?
Again.
Why? Still i'm asking the same thing.
Everytime.
I don't come to it. Why did i liked it?
»BECAUSE YOU'RE PROGRAMMED LIKE THAT MASTER!«
»p-programmed?«
Did he just read my mind!?
»YES! EVERYTHING IN THIS GAME IS PROGRAMMED! ALL DEATHS YOU'VE SEEN, WERE PROGRAMMED! EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN THIS GAME, IS PROGRAMMED! EVERYTHING, YOUR LIFE, IS PROGRAMMED!«
»s-so all my memories, out of the real world, are f-fake?«
»OFC NOT SILLY! ONLY THAT WHAT HAPPENED HERE IN THE KILLING GAME IS PROGRAMMED! BUT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS EVERYTHING!«
»t-then, how did the others knew
eachother, from the start?«
»BECAUSE THIS WERE PROGRAMMED TOO! THEY HAVE WITH EVERYONE FAKE MEMORIES! SO THEY KNEW EACHOTHER FROM THE START! YOU'RE VERY LUCKY KIICHIRŌ, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE, WHO STILL HAS HIS MEMORIES! THATS WHY, I HAD AN EYE ON YOU FROM THE START BUT, YOU GOT MORE AND MORE INTERESTING WHEN I SAW YOU LIKE TOO SEE YOUR CLASSMATES SUFFER! ALSO ALL THE DESPAIR ON THEIR FACES! YOU'RE SO SPECIAL KIICHIRŌ!«

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