Deepak
As soon as I opened my eyes, I wanted to spill my guts into the toilet.
Fuck, why did I have to drink so much?"Nalaaa! Babe!", I screamed from the toilet.
My throat burnt and my eyes were hazy. I felt like crap.
I don't know what got into me yesterday. It's very unlike of me to drink so much but yesterday just got out of my hands.
"Nala", I called out again. But I got no response.
Wasn't she beside me when I woke up.
I brushed my teeth and washed my face and got out of the shower, My head throbbing.
When I saw the empty bed, I was surprised.
Where is Nala?
Maybe she's down making breakfast?
I could smell french toast! She's definitely down there.I quickly wore my clothes and hurried down stairs.
I was a mean Lil bastard to her yesterday when she called and I definitely owe her an apology.
When I reached the kitchen, I couldn't process what I was seeing.
Aria was plating up the French toast and Rahul was sitting on the kitchen counter eating.Where is Nala? Did she leave to the cafe already? Why didn't she wake me up or leave a note!
"Hey guys!", I said getting myself a glass of water.
"Ah there he is! Mister what do you think the time is!", asked Aria keeping a plate of toast in front of me.
"Where is Nala?", I asked.
"She's still sleeping", said Rahul.
What?
"She's not in my room", i said looking at Rahul.
"She has a room of her own! You have to keep your hands away from her D man", said Rahul chomping on the toast.
Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh no!
"Aria what happened last night?", i asked glaring at her.
She looked uneasy.
Stuttering she said," Don't you remember drinking Deepak ".
"I do but what happened after that"
"Well you were too drunk to drive home so I drove you. I got you up to the room and changed you and came downstairs and slept in the guest room".
Fuck! Fuck!
"Was Nala here?", I asked, scared of the answer.
"Yeah she was the one who asked me to take the guest room. She actually went into your room after that", said Aria.
I ran upstairs!
I do not remember any of this.
I don't remember how i got home. I usually drive myself but I was too drunk last night.
When I reached Nala's room I was scared. When i opened the door, my fear deepened.
The bed was neatly made.
Her wardrobes cleaned out.
She was gone.
I could feel the tears filling up my eyes.
I went to my room and frantically picked up my phone. I dialed her number.
It directly went to voice mail.
I tried again, it went to voice mail again.
No Nala please don't do this!
I went down and ran to my car.
I could hear Rahul and Aria yell behind me. But I heard nothing. The only thing running in my head is that Nala is gone.
I drove to the cafe. It was closed!
I called Arjun. On the fifth ring he picked up.
"Arjun, is Nala at your place? Please tell me she's there. Please let me talk to her. Please Arjun", I cried.
"She's not here", he said and cut the call.
I called him back again.
"What?", he yelled.
"Arjun please. I don't know what I did. I really need to talk to her".
"She's really not here Deepak. One thing I can tell you though", he said.
"Yes please. Anything", I pleaded.
"You're an asshole", he said and cut the call again.
What have you done Deepak?
If shes not at Arjun's then she should be at shawns!
I called him, straight to voicemail again.
I knew where Shawn lived so I drove there. As soon as I reached, i banged on the door hoping he would open it.
When the doors opened, the first thing is I felt a punch on my face.
"Get the fuck out of here", I heard Shawn say and close the door on my face.
It took me a few seconds to regain myself.
I knocked again.
"Shawn please! Let me see her please"
The door opened once again.
"You can tell me", he said standing there with a smug face.
"Please. I really need to see my baby. Please Shawn".
"Your baby? You have no rights over her. She's not your anything Deepak. You understand that? Stay away from her", he said pushing my shoulder.
I couldn't take this anymore.
"Nala! Please let me talk to you", I screamed trying to push Shawn aside.
When i finally managed to push Shawn aside the entered his house, I ran to the living room but found no one.
I ran to the bedroom to find her cuddled up in a ball covering her ears and crying.
"Nala", I said kneeling on the side of the bed.
"Go away", she whispered.
"Nala please! Let me talk! Please talk to me", I begged.
"No Deepak", she said getting up to sit on the bed.
"I cannot hear you tell me that Aria means more to you than me again. Just leave Deepak please".
What have I done?
I don't remember saying this?
Fuck what have I done?"Baby I'm so sorry. I was drunk! Way too drunk to be in my senses! I didn't mean what I said", i said holding her hand.
She pushed my hand away and wiped her tears.
"Don't make me hate you Deepak. Just leave".
My heart broken.
I finally did it.
I was pushing her away all this while and this time I've succeeded.
I've lost her.
I lost my love, my Nala.
I honestly have no idea what I'm writing anymore 😂
This was not intended at all.
But okay one chapter at a time.
Lemme know what you think!
Love love,
S❤️
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