Trapped forever: The never-ending captivity of a lost girl.

chapter 8

i try to walk past but pan walks infront "yes?" i say looking up at him "your top" he says his face is giving very much dissapointed "you like" "um obv no change" he says with a serious tone and crosses his arms why dose he look cute "why" i look down yea i might have cut a bit too much off... "wellll no i wear what I want," i say smiling all the boys yell ooooooooo "shut up" he yells at them he rolls his eyes he takes a deep breath "fine. do whatever you want" he puts his fists into balls. why is he still standing there "yea no your changing" i groan he gets a shirt and passes it to me "this is yucky" i say witha disgusted look "deal.with.it" he scoffs i roll my eyes "ugh fine" i walk to the tent and i changed into this ugly dark brown top hmm i walk out and i take my hair tie out my long black wavy hair flows down everyone syaring at me for some reason i pull back my top reviling my figure tying the shirt to make it less baggy and long perfectt i walk into some woods, ooo a beach i walk onto the soft sand i hear a twig snap "your behind me arent you" i turn around to pan the sun shining on his gorgeous green eyes hisfluffy hair flowling smoothly in the wind he stands tall. i loose focus he really is a work of art "heyy divine?" he snaps his fingers infront of my face i blink twice. "u keep daydreaming am i really that handsome" he smirks "shut up dork" i push his shoulder playfully "oi" i laugh as he playfully nudges my shoulder obv more harder then when hit his "owww" i laugh "i didnt even hit that hard ur just small" he laughs "ermm dont make fun of my size, well your too tall hah" i say "that wasnt a diss but thanks ladys like it when men are tall" he winks "gross" i say "dont say that when you litterally daydream about me "shushh i like literally dont" i mumbled "huh what was that? you said im sexy and good looking? i know" he laughs ugh that laugh is so cute "ye- i-" "i mean 1st of all no never said that second of all your so full of yourself ur not even THAT good looking" i look at him up and down "mhmm" he smirks "shut up noo" i push him. well try to "cute" he says "stop bullying me" he pulls me into him "so easyy ur so tiny" he squeezes my cheekthen he makes his hand to my waist. god the tension is so thick im drowning "woah there soilder" i move his hand off he grins he looks at me then bites his lip he trails his hand along my side i shiver at his touch "pan?" i say he bends down to whisper in my ear "i would be able to feel you better if this" he pulls on my shirt "top was off" he stands straight again and smiles innocently, my eyes widen "what? something i say?" he acts confused "what- i- why- you- i-" i struggle to speak "cat caught your tounge?" he says i stay quiet "come on princess dont get all silent now "what did i say about these pet names" i say "i really dont care:))" i groan "cant you feel that?" i say he looks confused "feel what?" "the tension. which is my call to leave ba bye" i wave "uh uh not so easy" i turn around hes justgot a massive smirk on his face which is a never good sign "?? um" i say he pulls me into him again his arm wrapping my waist "i shouldnt of said anything" i look up to him already staring at me with "hunger" in his eyes i rlly need to go before stuff gose out of hand "well good talk i better go" he still dosent let me go "the tension you say? well why dont we relase it?" he smirks "nooo ew" i say, he reaches his hand to my ass "pannn stop thatt" i smile but he starts laughing i get confused "divine" he laughs, oh shit was this some sort of game"srsly" i say "you really thought" he laughs harder "stop laughing" his arms still on my waist "haha okay jokes over let me go" i says, hes staring. something about that look in his eyes tell me he isnt joking, my face its heating up gosh no no no its gonnA be so obvsious "getting red are we princess?" hesays the tension is getting more unbearable "pan i really have to go now" i say "why love" he pulls me in closer he smirks, oh gosh something bouta happen he picks me up and he leans me against a tree roughly i wince he puts me down and rubs his hand against my red cheek "so soft" he says he gose in for my lips that kiss turns into a passionate make out, i can.not.believe.im.doing.this. he makes his way to my neck giving me loads of love bites i reach forhis hair tugging it harshly he grunts softly making his voice vibrate against my bruised neck , i let out a faint moan ,i feel his smirk rising "having a good time darling?" he says "shut up" i pull his face in for another kiss he hand travels down lower..and lower.. tilll he reaches my heat he slowly rubs his fingers over my shorts "lets get these off" he says "mm" i say then i rember SHIT my scars "oh wait n-" too late hes unbuttoned them my scars are out in the open"fuck" i whisper "whats wrong princess" he says "whats wrong? look at look at my legs" i say "whats wrong with them gorgeous" he says as he bends down and kisses my scars, what am i doing i cant do this? i cant do this with him, he stands up and lays a kiss on my jawline, "pan we shouldnt do things we will regret." i say "what do you mean?" "we shouldnt do this" i pull my shorts up and i walk away "well thats it your just gonna lead me on and leave? thanks," he says i turn around, "i never lead you on pan." he walks up to me "you sure?" he says "i never wanted this to happen, im walking away now bye." i walk into the woods i let out a breath, things are gonna be so awkard now. but i had to stop it i cant loose my virginity to a man i barley know! . i froze as i feel a cold slightly warm breeze, weird i turn around but i see nothing, i swear if pans here. but i notice a tall boys shadow behind some bushes "whos there, come out." i say regretting it, felix " ************** TRIGGER WARNING************* "well hello divine. what are you doing out here in these woods all by yourself" he smirks as he creeps closer "nothing i can do what i want" i look back as look to him he is getting closer, oh god, i slowly walk backwards hitting a tree cornering myself, why do i keep hitting my back on so many fucking trees. "heh." i say looking side to side as felix is standing close our noses almost touching, he looks at me up and down smirking "well divine" he trails his hand up my waist i quickly remove his hand "dont touch me. felix" he laughs and pins my hand above my head i try to let go but his grip is far too strong, please i dont want this to happen again, i pray and pray i squint my eyes shut and felix grips onto my face kissing me aggressivly "p-please s-stop" whilst hes kissing me he lowers his hand down my side. i struggle to break free i yelp felix grabs my face "shut.up divine" he pushes my face away i keep praying untill i hear someone clearing there throat my hands drop i open my eyes, "whats going on here?" pan jumps down from a tree he eyes felix up and down. "haha nothing pan divine was just misbehaving thats all" he scratches the back of his head "hmm" as he walks to me, felix moves out the way clearly looking scared of pan , he approaches me "is he telling the truth?" i see felix in the background sliding his hand across his neck, i had to lie otherwise something worse might happen "y-yes.." i say looking at the ground, pan pulls my chin up to meet his gaze "are you sure" he asks "yes pan." i say "well then. carry on felix." a worried look creeps on my face felix smirks as pan walks away. 30 mins later im sitting on the floor felix towering over me he bends down and forces me to look at him "thanks princess, also tell anyone and your dead. " he stand up and winks and walks away.