pan hugs me tighter he leans back and wipes my tears yet again "its gonna be okay" he plays with my hair as he speaks, he smiles softly i smile back "im a mess" my voice croaks "your a beautiful mess" i chuckle "how did that girl even get on this island" i whisper "i dont know but il sort it out" "oh ur not gonna yk hurt her" i say " "ofc not, for you i won't :)" he says i smile i then lean my head against his chest "pan" i say "hm" he says "do u actually love me" i say sitting up "i meant what i said. every bit" he says "oh. pan im going to take a break from relationships if.. that's okay." i say "oh. okay" he pauses "yea that's okay" he smiles trying not to hide his sadness but that's my specialty so ofc i know "sorry" i say "it's okay don't worry about it :)" he smiles again i know how he feels wanting someone but them not wanting you. sorry pan but i cant i stand up "well thanks for this" he gives me one last hug i hug
him tighter not wanting to let go but i have to. i let go "even tho u don't feel the same divine i. i will always love you" he says i smile "well good night" he says the same then walking out
*pans pov* i leave her tent i walk to mine if only she knew the person i was and am she wouldn't wanna date me if she found out but i want her so badly i need her she's so beautiful so sweet so kind so caring jsut so lovely i shake my head i walk to my bed i lift my shirt off as i slip
in to my silky sheets i rest my head on my pillow sighing then closing my eyes drifting into a long sleep
*end of pans pov*
the morning. i open my eyes then rubbing them i sit up i look over to my table i grab my brush then i brush my hair softly then hearing a knock on the door "hello pan" i say "hi well breakfasts ready" he smiles i try not to smile back "okay ip be out in a moment" i say continuing to brush my hair he leaves i then get up i slide on my socks then shoes i make my way to the campsite seeing all the boys then him. devin shocked pan didn't do anything to him, he's glaring at me i then walk to the kitchen i grab my foot and i sit down on a bench eating my food i look up to pan staring at me then as i catch him he pretends to do something i get up to go put my dish away pan then walks in doing the same thing he looks then looks away "you need to stop doing that" i speak he stops what he was doing "stop what?" he says "u keep staring" i say "oh right sorry." he continues to wash his dish i then do the same "tomorrows my birthday" i say "really?" he says "yea 18" i laugh awkwardly didnt think id make it this far. "wow" he says he turns around "i miss old pan" i say "what mean old evil me" he says "ur still mean and evil but u have gotten soft" i say " right okay il be meaner? i guess if that's what u want" he says "don't be too mean just don't be soft around me" i say "okay i can do that" he says "good" i say "what are u doing divine go catch a animal for dinner just standing there" he rolls his eyes i laugh "okay" i go walk to go catch an animal
*pans pov*
hmm guess she likes it when im mean and cold bit kinky i smirk an hour goes by i see divine walking towards the camp her black shorts her black top right above her belly showing her curves perfectly il show her cold "where have u been" i stand up walking to her she passes me a rabbit "here cook it" i give her a dirty look "u catch it u cook it" i throw it in her arms she gives me a fake smile as she walks by. 30 mins later she comes out with the dinner she gives it to every body then she finally gives a plate to me "thanks dear" i fake smile to piss her off "welcome" "dick" she says quietly "uh uh i heard that" i say "good" she says i roll my eyes cute to think she's stronger she sits down eating her dinner i watch her as i eat what a splendid view i get up as she gets up i go to clean my plate but she's there so "clean my plate" i say "sure and how old are you? u never told me" as she cleans my plate "how old do u think i am" i lean against the counter "19" i laugh "what?" she says confused "19? seriously" i say "okay then how old are u then" she says in a mocking tone "400" i say she laughs "sure and i'm 7foot" she says "i'm not lying once ur on neverland u never age" i say "well that's great i wont be old and wrinkly" she laughs "yea well" i say "clean faster" ordering her "shush" i laugh getting behind her then i grab her arms making her clean faster "thats how u should do it" i whisper in her ear she kicks the back of my leg making me stop "i can do it" she cleans faster "good girl" she stops and turns to me "uh excuse me no" she says
*end of pans pov*
what is this guy doing "remember i keep saying no creepy pet names "okay babydoll" he says while walking off "ugh" i say he's areal pain in the ass maybe i shouldn't of asked him to change back to his old self
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Trapped forever: The never-ending captivity of a lost girl.
Historia CortaDivine. a girl who just turned 17, She lives with her dad since sadly her mother passed away when she was 8. The night runs frigid trees hitting the glass window as the rain pours down. She arises from a terrifying agony that nightmare led to shive...
