chapter 11

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the morning , i wake up to someone calling my name. pan "what" i rub my eyes "it's the afternoon u slept in all morning" he says "oh sorry couldn't sleep so i went on a walk" i say getting up "right" he looks at me weird i stand up "anyway get up" he says and walks out i stand up and i brush my hair and i change into clothes i walk out i wish devin was here he makes me
forget about pan i squint mt eyes trying to see a guy in a hood i turn my head to a guy leaning against a tree same height as devin with a hood i quickly walk behind and i take his hood off revelling his gorgeous hair "found ya"
i yelled he turns around smiling "hello!" he says with excitement i smile wildly out of the corner of my eye i see pan scanning devin he looks jealous why would he look jealous i look back to devin "u okay" he says "yea yea im fine let's go somwhere else" i smile i grab his hand and i walk into the woods i giggle "its fun to get away from everyone isnt it" devin says "yup" i remove my hand quickly as i notice i have held it way too long "oh sorry hehe" "its alright" he smiles
"man ur energy is giving golden retriever" he chuckles so cutely i watch him "your so beautiful i never met anyone as beautiful as you" he says staring at me "stop ur killing me here" i cover my face giggling he laughs "having fun are we" a voice spoke behind my i stop giggling and i turn around "yes pan?" i say "what do u want" i say "oh i need to have a word with u in private" he says then looking at devin with anger "im talking to devin right n-" "that wasn't a question" he grabs my arm "hey let her go she said no" devin speaks up "i wouldn't try anything. mate" pan says gritting his teeth "its fine devin il find u later" "okay bye" he walks off pan continues to grab my hand till we get to a cave "what pan" i say crossing my arms "why are u talking to devin" he says looking so angry "because i can what why are u acting like this" i says he grips my arms "u can't trust his kind little act" he says "u can't tell me what to do!" i yell removing his arms "divine u really can't trust him please" he says i scoff "just stop with all this u can't control me" i say storming off "divine!" he says i run off to devin "devin!" i say "what's wrong" "nothing" i pull his head and i kiss him i hear someone's footsteps behind me but i don't stop kissing him devin puts his hand on the back of my head pulling me in closer finally we stop kissing i look back at him hes smiling like mad "what was that for" he laughs "nothing i like you devin your like me we have a lot in common and i feel so safe around you and comfortable and i-" he gives me another kiss "i like you too" he wipes the hair out my face i start smiling he clears his throat pointing i see pan with a sad expression "what?" i say "nothing" he says coldly then walks off "forget about him baby" he turns my head and we walk off together we arrive at my tent "has anything happened between u and pan?" he says as we sit on my bed "yea we kissed before" "oh" he says "but i never liked him idk why i kissed him" i say lie. i did like him "well u have me now" he puts one arm around and hugs me "one question" i say he looks at me and nods "when pan told me he wanted a word with me he took me to a cave and said i couldn't trust u and ur just acting kind and u don't actually like me and stuff why is that?" i say "oh well um" he says "im not sure maybe he's jealous and he's just finding a way for u to stay away from me but don't believe him he always tells lies he's evil." he says "i won't i never did believe him"

*its now been 1 month since i started dating devin* me and devin are snuggling in bed "il be right back love i'm gonna go to the toilet" i say as i smile after wards i get up "okay" he smiles i walk out the tent walking to the little toilet place after i finish going to the toilet i. see pan running towards me "divine could i have another word just quickly" he says "do i have a choice this time" i say coldly "please" he says "fine" i say i follow him back to the same cave "okay listen devin is-" i stop him "he what. what lie are u gonna say now" i say "what? i'm not lying divine" he says "yea sure just stop okay why are u doing this" " To protect you divine" "from what!" "from devin please u have to trust me" "why why why why would i do that?! jsut stop stop all this i cant put up with all this jealousy why just why!" j yell he pushes me against the cold wall i whince at the pain "BECAUSE I LIKE YOU DIVINE GODAMMIT AND I HATE THAT I CANT HAVE U OKAY UR KILLING ME" he slams his hand on the wall next to my hand his eyes making quick motions his breathing pacing "what?" i say "i like you divine i always have im sorry" he says whispering he cups my cheek i move his hand j in stat sniffing "no divine p-please listen to me u have to dump devin please!!" he yells "NO devin actually treats me right and isn't so obsessive and controlling" i spit "leave me ALONE" i yell i start crying and he follows after me "come on divine im sorry don't go pls" he says "pan please leave me alone" i arrive at my tent i hear alot
of noise i wipe my face as i get confused i open the door till i see... my mouth drops open to seeing devin with a girl a blonde brown eyed girl "what the fuck" i say devin immediately looks at me "who is she how the fuck did she get here what what?!" devin stands up "come on divine did u really think i liked u" that girl giggles i walk
up to him and i slap him "so this. this was all a lie." i grab the blonde girl by her hair and i push her to the floor "ow u bitch " the girl said "stop it divine" devin says "no no ALL of h get OUT" I push them out i slam the door and i start uncontrollably crying i hear a knock "go away" my voice breaks "let me in divine" pan says "o-okay u we're right i-i'm sorry okay just leave me"
pan knocks again "im not leaving u alone let me in" "fine" i wipe my eyes i open the seeing pan worried eyes my eyes red my cheeks become puffy i sniffle "im sorry u can go moan about how u we're right" i say "no" he walks towards me and brings me jnto his warm chest and gives me a big hug "don't be sorry divine" he hugs me tighter he releases me and wipes my tears

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