Trapped forever: The never-ending captivity of a lost girl.

chapter 10

The morning i wake up , ugh im so tired  i yawn and i rub my eyes seeing pan still there but he fell asleep his head laying on the bottom of the beds bed frame i sit up i squint my eyes looking at him head to toe then i stand up. "oii wake up" i push his shoulder "mm" he says "not mm wake upp" i push his shoulders again  "5 more mins"  he says "nope" i pull him out the bed "heyyy "  he whines he starts to plays with his hair shaking it side to side i watch as his hair flys gracefully i smile randomly "what happened" he asks "oh nothinggggngnng go do ur normal leader things" i ask he chuckles as he gets up from the bed he walks out the room waving i wave back. i yawn and i rub myface shoot forgot to ask where the lagoon is il go ask him  i walk out the tent i make my way to his tent i assume his ready (i assumed wrong) i open the tent seeing pan taking his shirt off revling his abs i cant help but giggle like  a 13 year old girl , i giggled a bit too loud as he turns around i quickly get out the tent litterally running to my tent i breathe in and out i wipe my forehead jee i ran fast i hear a knock i quickly run to the back of the room "erm what are u doing over there" he askes confused af "um idk" i laugh awkardly "anyways could u not go in my tent" he says "i didnt go in thee wdymmmm" i smile shyly red appearing on my cheeks "hah well given by ur expression and u looking like a tomatoe im guessing ur lying" he laughs "well i just wanted to ask u where the lagoon is so i can wash myself" i say walking towards him he smirks "sure i can help y-" "no" i say looking at him annoyed "haha just a joke" he says "well" he clears his throat "follow me m'lady" he says "okayy" i follow him we arrive at the same lagoon i was last time "mind if i join you" "yea no" i wink  i walk to the lagoon slowly removing each clothing piece ecept my underwear and bra i dip my toe in the warm water the water soothing my pale skin i dip my head in then taking it out flipping my hair in the cool breezy air *10 mins later* i walk out the lagoon swooshing my hips slowly side to side i wipe my hair out my face seeing pan there "were you watching me all this time" i say staring "well obviously idk how u didn't notice me" he says trying to look me in the eye  "eyes up here pan" i point to him then to my eyes i smile he clears his throat "well let u go get dressed" he says walking to a rock then sitting on it "i walk to the wooden thing drying myself off and putting my clothes on i walk out to pan staring at the ground "donee" i say he stands up rubbing the back of his head "how have we made out your like im way out of ur leage" i say teasing "your out of my leage?, you?" he says stopping i turn around "why ofc look at me then look at you" i widen my eyes then i look at him up and down i place my hands on my hips he crossed his arms "are u deranged how ARE you out of my leagues look at me i'm perfect i have good hair smooth skin im tall i have green eyes i have a good figure like your jsut short and have black hair ur not interesting at all" he says "mhm i may be short i may have black hair but im still hotter than you and im very much interesting" i say "sure but how are u out of my league u litterally like me" he says "what i do
not like you" i chuckle "admit it" he walks closer "you blush every time im around" he says getting closer "i can sense u getting nervous divine i can see the sweat dripping off ur forehead i know u like me divine admit it" he puts his hand on my cheek and cups it"  "i" i say "admit u like me divine come on" he rubs my cheek with his thumb "okay fine.  i do happy? i've liked you along time now" i say "why haven't u said anything" he says "because pan your all evil and that i didn't think u would have feelings and i thought i didn't really like u but then i kept feeling this urge to kiss you and stuff and again i was afraid to say " i say "oh divine im so sorry you felt like you couldn't say" he hugs me and looks deeply into my eyes, "there it is that urge" i say quietly then looking at my toes he puts his thumb on my chin making me look at him he leans in and kisses me on the lips so soft so gentle so Warm i kiss him back harder he leans in closer to slowly bite my neck then i hear a voice i snap back into reality seeing pan infront of  me snapping his fingers repeatedly saying my name . fuck did i really just dream of that "what oh sorry" i say fake smiling " come on lets go
back to camp" i walk on "wait hold on divine"  i continue walking ignoring he quickly pics up his pace trying to catch up to me "wait divine" he catches up to me "what?" i say turning around "what just happened?" he says confused "nothing" he gives me a concerned look and i keep walking "it wasn't nothing divine u jsut stood there for 10 mins unresponsive" i stop and turn around "i said it's nothing okay nothing to
talk about ok so let's go" i walk he catches up and walks next to me constantly look forward then at me with a worried look i feel bad not saying anything but i can't tho i can't say i like him i mean i dont really like him right he's a horrible person but he's so close i furrow my brows looking at him only seeing his arm since he's tall (for reference he's  6,1 im 5,1 yes im short) i look back breathing in and out it's okay nearly there i gulp "no" he says "what?" i say "come on just tell me what happened" "i just zoned out
okay it happens" i say "okay but what did u dream about" "idk unicorns" i say sarcastically rolling my eyes "stop joking around tell me the truth" god he's being annoying "i'm tired the pool made me tired can we continue walking? i wanna have a quick nap"  he sighs as he continues walking i mean why dose he care? he's heartless.. yea keep telling ur self that divine keep telling urself he's a horrible person trying to make urself forget u like him what no i don't brain shut up
j furrow my brows this is all so confusing my lady relationship did not end well so i can never ever say i might like him i cannot be in a relationship right now we arrive at the camp he follows me
to my door and walks in with me "what are u doing" i say , wait i could be cold and distant to him so then i could push my feelings away great!
"walking in with u i figured u wanted company" he says "no i want some alone time okay? " i say coldly "oh- okay no worries" he leaves the room i can't feel bad i let out a breath and get into bed i slowly fall asleep *7 hours later* i wake up to darkness expect for the moon the only light i sit up staring at the moon what am i doing i rub my face i walk out the tent and i go on a walk along the beach then sitting down
playing with the sand "can't sleep?" some one says i turn around seeing  a boy with dark chocolate brown hair eyes blue as the sea with freckles all over his face "hello who are you?" "oh my names devin" he responds walking towards me "cool and yea i can't sleep" i look back at the sea he sits down next to me "yea same" "how come ive never met u before" i say turning my
head to me "well  i don't really hang out with pam and his group there all jerks and i rather hang by myself i like being alone i know that makes me out to be a loner but i like quiet and just being by myself away from all the loud " he says whispering looking at the waves his arms on his knees "i get you" i say "you do!?" he says "yea ive been pretty much alone since well my mum died when i was young" i say "what about ur father" "well he was a deadbeat an alcoholic he never really cared for me" i say getting quieter "oh im sorry" he puts his arm around me "it's okay" i say "and sorry if i sounded a bit shocked when u said u get me it's just-" he says "just what?" i say "well every time i see u well hr with pan u may not notice me since i usually have a big hood that covers my face" "oh" i say "are u two
um together?" he says "oh uh no" i say "oh okay" he removes his arm he ruffles his hair i can see his face even clearer hes quite cute he looks at me "your rather beautiful" he smiles "oh stop
it" i laugh "and u got a cute laugh" i smile then i think about pan and my smile drops "everything okay?" he says "yes im fine i better go it's getting quite late" i say standing up brushing off the sand "okay well hope to see u around sometime" he says walking off into the woods tjne waving j wave then i walk back to my tent opening the door then entering it then walking to my bed i sit down i cant stop thinking about pan and devin i need to sleep i lie down and i tuck myself in i slowly drift to sleep