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I know I haven't updated in a long time and wish to explain why I haven't and why it will still be a while till I can write again.

In September last year my older sister lost her only child, her daughter. She died in hospital. She was still a kid. Then we had to wait for her funeral.

During that time my parents began to move from there house to a bungalow as my Dad can't walk and isn't in the best health.

Then on December 12th my Nanann was taken to hospital in an ambulance and I went with her. They said that she was very sick and to prepare for the worst. She was in Resuss and I held her hand the entire time begging her and crying for her to pull through and be okay. She died the early hours of December 13th. I never left her side till she'd passed. My Mom just made it 5 minutes before she died. After that there was the funeral. My Grandad trying to sort things out.

I live with my Nanann and Grandad and have for many years. There my Mom's parents. I'm really close to them. In February my Grandad got sick. He was hallucinating and he really wasn't himself. He has a pacemaker and he's in a wheelchair. He was taken to hospital and stayed there for a few weeks. He's back home now but we've had to put a bed downstairs for him. So I'm trying to help as much as I can. I do the shopping every Friday as well. While I'm also looking for a new job as I quit my old one in 2022. Since then I've been doing online courses as well to gain more qualifications.

I'm sorry as I'm not sure when I'll actually be able to write other than this. Please be patient. I haven't abandoned my stories. It may just take me awhile.

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