You Are Hot Then You Are Cold

Vol 1: Week 3 (3)

Emotions that are out of control and prediction rhymes in him. Those feelings are hard to define. Like there’s something blocking the door of his broken heart, like his emotions are riding a ship with no captain. He feels shy, yet awkward.

He tightens his hug around Ash, trying to shake off the commotion inside. Ash’s body is big and strong, a body that is also like him. No soft parts, but it makes him pleasant. The tears that he’s been holding back during the sex almost drop down. He furrows and bites his lips. He can't show this ugly image.

Taking a long breath, Ash slowly raises himself up. The veins popping up on his biceps are so sexy. He avoids Ash’s eyes a little. He doesn't know why it's so hard to make eye contact.

Furrowing lightly, Ash inhales, eyes on Karlyle. His sweaty face gives off a dangerous vibe. Charming and sexy. His hair slightly stuck on his forehead, his long eyelashes, the small faint wrinkles around the corners of his eyes because of his frequent smiles, all of them. He blinks once, and a smile blooms on Ash’s face. Hip lip corners curl up gently. Looking at Karlyle affectionately, Ash bends over and kisses him on the cheek. The itchiness is spreading again. Tingles run on his skin.

While thinking about what to say, he shudders. Because Ash is drawing his cock out. Looking down for a moment, Ash clicks his tongue.

‘Shit.’ Ash lets out a small curse. Brushing his hair, Ash sits up. Karlyle's heart sinks at the sudden harsh word.

"Is there a problem?"

Anxiety comes, his heart rate drops. His body, which is burning in feverish heat, suddenly cools down. Ash is putting his face in the palm of his hand. His heart throbs with pain.

“… Is something wrong?”

“Karlyle.”

Groaning in his mouth, Ash looks down at him. His eyebrows furrow. It's an apologetic expression. Very, very apologetic.

“I'm sorry.”

Ash wraps him in his arms again. His hands, hovering lost in the air, immediately hugs Ash back.

“What's wrong?”

“I'm so terrible. I brought a condom but didn't use it.”

Ash seems to be angry at himself, his expression turns to a guilty one. His eye corners droop down, his lips touch Karlyle's cheek.

“I held it in for too long, so I lost my cool.”

That statement struck Karlyle as a shock. His breathing stops for a moment. The tingling sensation like just now spreads throughout his body again. What Ash said, it’s like... he's been yearning for him for a long time.

“I thought I was going crazy because you were so hot, Karlyle.”

Not knowing what to say, Karlyle looks away. The arms that are wrapping tightly around his upper body still don’t let go. After a few seconds, he mutters.

“It's all right.”

“I'm really sorry. This won't happen again.”

Apologizing is the right thing. Unless it's for insemination, when doing it with Omega, it's important to use condoms to ensure hygiene. It's not hard to understand why Ash apologizes, especially since this is an Alpha-and-Alpha relationship. Karlyle is also very serious about this issue. Before doing it, condoms must be used under any circumstances. He's never let it go once.

Still, Karlyle doesn't hate the fact that Ash’s semen is in his stomach. Aside from the instinctive resistance when his pheromones poured out, Ash's confession of not being able to control himself brings a somewhat strange excitement. Now, he must admit that he can no longer maintain his composure after spending more than three weeks with Ash.