The Mindf*ck Series

Chapter 5

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘷𝘢𝘭𝘶𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.
- 𝘈𝘭𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘵 𝘌𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘪𝘯

𝗟𝗢𝗚𝗔𝗡

“Who’s the girl?” Elise asks, clearing her throat as she sits down on the edge of my desk.

I’m grinning when I put my phone down, but I mask my expression. “No clue what you’re talking about,” I lie, controlling all my micro- expressions.

“You can lie all you want to, but you give yourself away when you look at your phone. There are two reasons a guy smiles at his phone like that. Porn or a girl.”

Chuckling, I look away, studying some new evidence on the “Boogeyman” case. I hate it when the media gives the unsubs a name. It only feeds into their delusions and gives them the attention they crave. Fortunately they haven’t gotten wind of our mutilated, tortured victims’ case yet. I’d hate to know the name they’d conjure up for that one.

“We’re sending a team to Boston to follow up the new leads for the kills there. We’ve isolated the comfort zone and have narrowed down the suspect pool. You good with going? I’m staying current on the mutilate and kill case,” I say instead of responding to her other comment.

She blows out a long breath. “Sure. I’ll go to Boston. Stop staring at all those pictures though. They’re going to give you nightmares,” she says, motioning to the shots scattered across my desk. I always have board copies made for my desk. Seeing things from various angles helps you catch what you might otherwise overlook.

“I need to find the true motive behind these kills.” I motion to the latest dead and castrated victim.

“Sometimes there is no motive. We profiled the unsub to be sexually frustrated, most likely because he’s gay and can’t accept that. As a result, he’s on his way to becoming a sexual sadist once he does accept it. More than likely he was mocked, taunted, or rejected by these men. The local PD are being slow with getting back to us. I don’t think they’re taking this guy as seriously as they should. I talked to several townies, but they acted like
no one there would ever be gay. As though it’s blasphemy to even consider. I wanted to flash pictures of my brother and his husband to them just for shock value at one point.”

My lips twitch.

“The smaller the town, the more resistant to outsiders they are. They don’t like us meddling in their town, and they sure as hell won’t want us there uncovering any dirt that might tarnish their reputation. But eventually we’ll have to set up there. The unsub 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 return for his endgame,” I say on a heavy breath.

She nods as she stands, and she grabs her keys off my desk before staring down at me as I stay seated.

“Just a friendly reminder…we’re all workaholics. It’s how we made this team. There’re always three or more cases going on at once, despite the lovely way TV depicts us as having just one case at a time and free time in between. Dating… Well, it’s not so easy. There’s a reason we’re all single, divorced, or both. Unless you’re sneaking around with someone who works here, you never get to see the person waiting at home for you.”

She turns and walks away, casting a look over her shoulder. I shrug it off. We do have some free time. It’s not much, but it’s enough. I hope. I’d hate to know my life was only spent chasing the psychotic until I die alone.

𝗠𝗘: 𝗪𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻. 𝗧𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘀.

𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗔: 𝗜 𝗮𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗲. 𝗠𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗽𝘀.

𝗠𝗘: 𝗔𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝘄𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀? 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗻𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘀.

𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗔: 𝗧𝘄𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜’𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗪𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗩𝗶𝗿𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗮. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄?

𝗠𝗘: 𝗖𝗮𝗻’𝘁. 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗹𝘆 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗕𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗜’𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵. 𝗜𝘁’𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗶𝗱𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗜 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲. 𝗜𝗙 𝗜 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲.

𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗔: 𝗦𝗼, 𝘁𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗻, 𝗵𝘂𝗵?

I laugh and groan, relaxing in my seat as Craig walks into my office. “So the County Sherriff from that one-horse town finally called back.

Just got off the phone with him. He actually lives there, and apparently thinks he runs all the police departments in the county. Anyway, he said there’re ‘no gays’ living in his towns. ‘Those are for city folk who forgot how to be men and women.’” Craig rolls his eyes, and I curse.

“Repression is a breeding ground for serial killers. Him denying anyone could be something other than who he wants them to be isn’t going to help us find this unsub before he strikes again.”

“I said almost the exact same thing. But he didn’t budge from his stance. He thinks it’s a coincidence those ‘poor boys’ got killed. He blames it on moving away from home, because the rest of the world is full of evil. Pretty sure he’s working with a cult mentality, and I wouldn’t be surprised if all the small towns he’s sheriff over drink that water.”

“We’re going to have to profile the whole town if someone doesn’t talk,” I grumble.

“You think the unsub is still a resident there?” he asks as he takes a seat in front of my desk.

“I think it’s unlikely but possible. We don’t have enough information to use for a more specific profile.”

He steeples his hands in front of his mouth, his eyes vacantly staring at the top of my desk.

“The media will spin all sorts of theories if they get ahold of this story before we’re ready to deliver a concrete profile,” he says absently.

“Well aware. At least we know the sheriff isn’t going to be spreading the story before we’re ready.”

He nods, still staring at nothing in particular.

“I don’t get how you do it,” he says, moving his eyes away from one of the photographs. “How do you get inside someone’s head that is this sick and sadistic?”

“How do you handle a thousand and one questions from the media?” I ask with a shrug. “We all have our strengths. I don’t get inside their heads. I crawl into their psyche. It’s the only way to understand their delusional mentality, because you can’t think like a rational person would. A convoluted mind is one that forms its own reality. That’s why I need to know more about these kills. He’s not leaving behind enough clues to piece together the puzzle.”