Paper Planes | Jungkook ff

Jealousy

Jk Pov

As soon as we enter the building, all eyes are on us as if we're some sort of celebrities.
I'm used to it, but I don't think it's the same for Liv. She's more sensitive and vulnerable, especially after what happened to her in her old hometown. Unfortunately, this is something I can't change because as long as she's with me, people will always whisper about us.
When I feel her nervousness, I squeeze her hand and caress the back of her hand with my thumb in an attempt to calm her down, knowing very well that this gesture has a positive effect on her.

She made me promise her to not cause any problem here or to not get provoked and involved in fights, so I made her promise me to not be careless and create a situation I need to cause any problem in.
Yup, we're definitely a chaotic duo.

I've also promised myself to not get aroused around her, remembering what happened yesterday in that fitting room.
It was probably the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to me. She definitely felt me getting hard but decided to ignore it, which I'm really grateful for.
I'm at a point where I'm neither able to control my emotions and feelings for her nor my body and physical reactions.
I feel like a boy hitting puberty and need to get a grip of myself. I can't let something like that happen again, otherwise I will come off like an animal and scare her or worse, disgust her.

We walk down the floor and take seats at the corner of the bar.
"Hmm what shall we drink ?", she asks while looking at me with her gorgeous eyes which stand out even more due to her eyeliner.
"Juice", I respond smirking to which she reacts by rolling her eyes.
"Aren't you drinking?"
"No"
"Why?", she pouts.
"Because I need to watch over you. Plus, I'm driving. Did you forget how we came here?"

Even though I'm telling the truth, I leave out one major reason why I won't be drinking today.
I'm afraid of losing my control and do something I will definitely regret later on.
With my horny ass, I'm the biggest danger to her.

"Hmm, okay then, since you're volunteering to stay sober, I won't hold back!", she cheers causing me so chuckle,
"Fine, just this one"
She trusts me more than she should.

We drink and talk for a while when suddenly more and more people gather around us sharing our conversation. Among them there are also a few people from school and before realizing, we created a big group chatting and laughing with each other. They seem genuinely interested in getting to know us which is really rare given we're both introverts and don't usually talk to others. But today's different.
The people at this party seem pretty harmless and I don't sense any danger.

Suddenly some girls approach us,
"Hey, uhm you're Olivia right?", one of them asks, "we're in the same Physics class. Remember me?"
"Ah yes, I think we talked a couple of times." Olivia responds uneasily.
"And you must be Jeon, right?", she points at me catching me offguard since almost no one from school ever talks to me directly.
I just give her a quick nod and then face Olivia again.
"You guys had an amazing presentation the other day. It was so professional but still easy to understand."
"Thanks", she responds sipping on her drink.
"Just wondering, are you guys dating?"
Olivia starts coughing and almost choked on her drink when hearing her question.
The girl still stares at us waiting for an answer and when Olivia's coughing dies down a little she responds,
"Uhm no, we're just f-friends"
Friends
I really don't want to be just 'friends' anymore.

I just stare at her while wondering how we end up being labled as friends. I mean from the beginning on, we never had a normal friendship. There was always this tension between us which increased in the last few weeks, especially after I came clear with my feelings for her.
I guess we just didn't know in which category we're in so we naturally concluded it as friendship.
But we both know that's not true.
She tries to get a look at me and peek from her side but when she realizes I'm already observing her, she immediately turns back and starts blushing.
I'm addicted to watching her blushing.
It really makes my life.