Lost And Found

16

Jisoo's POV

It's been 1 week, Jennie is not talking to me. To be honest, I'm not trying to talk to her as well. Everyday I'm passing by her office at the end of her working hour, only to make sure her safety. Doyong always come out of the office with her. It hurts me a lot. How can Jennie let him get close to her? She knows how much I hate it. Is she testing my patience?

"What are you thinking?" Jinyoung asked.

I'm with Lisa and Jinyoung right now. It's my routine to check up on him, once in a while, but now I'm coming here everyday. I want to stop overthinking about Jennie.

"Maybe thinking about a certain cat eyed girl." Lisa teased. I glared at her.

"Who is it?" Jin asked, being curious.

"No one. Anyway, I might not be able to come here for a few days. I have some work." I informed them.

It's true though that I need to accompany Jennie on the business trip. Her parents told me about it. Well, i can't let her go alone. Lisa stared at me questioning.

"Don't worry, I'll call you." I messed his hair.

I spent one more hour with them before bidding good bye. I was about to go to my car when Lisa walked towards me.

"Are you really okay?" She asked.

"Yeah. I'm fine."

"Your dark circles saying something else. Are you two still not made up yet?"

I sighed, leaning against the car, "No. We are not talking."

She rubbed her forehead, "Both of you have high pride."

"She is the one started it."

"Jealousy is okay but it can be disastrous as well. If she is not trying then you should try. Do you like it if that Doyong steal Jennie?" She asked.

All of a sudden I remember that she is not mine in the first place. I give her a weak smile.

"Do I even have the right to get jealous? I'm thinking about it for awhile now--"

"Stop stop!! Yah didn't I told you to not think about it? You have already did the crime to fall in love with her. Now those words doesn't matter." Lisa said, holding my shoulder, "It's all on you now. I can give you advice but you have to work on it."

She walked inside without giving me a second glance.

'You're just a dummy for Kim family. After you're done with job, they will kick you out. Jennie will hate you. You'll regret everything.' The voice inside my head warned me repeatedly.

I punched the steering wheel in frustration, "FUCK!! This is so annoying."

I take deep breaths to calm myself. I ignored those words in my thought.

"I never had anything in my life except my brother. I didn't know what was like to be in love or being loved by someone. I'm not gonna let Jennie go. I love her. I'm gonna keep her beside me. I deserves to be loved also." I clenched my teeth, forcing myself to forget all the ethical thought.

I stopped in front of the club. Doyong take Jennie here. I followed them. The bouncers don't stop me as I visited this same club when I met Sohyun. I walked inside, loud music blaring my ears. Some are drinking, some are smoking. A lot of people are dancing crazily. I searched through the crowd but can't find her.

I found the bar. Moving closer to it, I asked the bartender about Jennie by giving him description of her.

"Did you see a cat eyed girl wearing navy blue office dress? She is around 5'2 and has a mole on her left eye--" I couldn't finish as someone pushed me aside.

I turn around to glare at the person. It's Doyong.

"Fuck off! Stop blocking." He grumbled, clearly high.

I look around but Jennie isn't beside him. I grabbed his collar, forcing him to look at me.

"Yah! Where is Jennie?"

"Oh! If isn't The Kim Jisoo? What can I do for you?" He mocked me.

I glared at him, "Where the fuck is she? Why did you took her here!?"

"Aish!!" He pushed me harshly, "To fuck her. I have been around her for awhile. Can't control myself anymore. She needs dick not a pussy right now."

Anger flared up in my head. I can't control myself as I punched him square on his jaw. He fall on the ground with a groan. The girls shrieked in fear as I launched at him, punching and kicking. The bouncers come to pull us apart.

"If you two won't stop, we need to take legal action!" One the big man shouted at us.

I free myself from them, "My wife is here. I'm gonna take her and get out."

He nodded, gesturing me to go find Jennie. Doyong is about to pass out as I beat the shit out of him. All the people at the club staring at me. I was about to open the door of the VIP section, Jennie walked out. She seems drunk, can't even walk properly. I hold her securely in my arms.

"J-Jisoo? What are you-- why is he all bloody?" She asked as soon as her eyes fall on him.

"Nothing. Let's get out of here." I said, trying to pull her out yet she is being stubborn.

"No! He needs to go to the hospital." Jennie tried to go to him but I harshly pulled her back to my embrace.

"You are coming with me. I'm not gonna repeat Jennie." I keep on praying her to shut up and come with me, otherwise I might hurt her. I can't control my anger anymore.

Jennie look scared as she lowered her head and walked out with me. Neither her nor me said a word throughout the ride. As we arrived at home, she wobbled towards the stairs. I grabbed her arm, forcing her to look at me.

"Why did you went to that place with him? Don't you know how much dangerous that place is? And with Doyong? What the hell were you thinking!?" I shouted at her.

She flinched but still not looking at me. I'm getting irritated more as she is not speaking to me.

"I'm asking you something! Answer me!"

"I'M SORRY!! I APOLOGIZED TO YOU A LOT OF TIMES THAT NIGHT. YOU SHOUTED AT ME. WHY? DON'T YOU TRUST ME!? YOU THINK THAT I CAN CHEAT ON YOU? WHEN DID YOU CHANGED SO MUCH? YOU ARE SHOUTING AT ME! FIGHTING SO FIERCELY THAT HE PASSED OUT! COOKIING FOR ME EVERYTIME! DROPPING ME OFF TO WORK EVERYDAY! GIVING ME FLOWERS AND CHOCOLATES WITHOUT ANY REASON! I CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW CAN YOU CHANGE SO MUCH IN A MATTER OF FEW MONTHS!!" Jennie rambled out those words then collapsed on the floor, sobbing hysterically.

I'm stunned by her confession. She is drunk, maybe that's why it comes out of her mind. I feel more guilty. I keep on hurting her. I clenched my fists to calm myself before crouching down in front of her. I hold her chin and forced her to look at me. My heart pains at the sight of her red puffy eyes, red nose and swallowed lips. I hugged her tightly and she lost it. She started to cry more while burying her face on my chest.

"Ssh! I'm sorry. I'm really sorry Jennie. I don't mean to hurt you. I was jealous. I can't see you with someone else. I love you. I only want you to be mine." I said those words almost in whisper, only for her to hear.

She pulled away a little bit then kissed me. The kiss was soft, delicate. I can taste the salty tears on her lips. I moved away before taking her in my arms in bridal style as I walked upstairs in our bedroom. She snuggled in my embrace, already fall asleep,making me smile.

'Gosh! How can someone not fall in love with this cute kitten?' I kissed her forehead as I put her down on the bed.

'Shit! I'm really head over heels for her."

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How are you all doing?

And how many of you love summer?

Ps: I'm literally getting half boiled :(