Undercare|| Fyozai

•Chapter four

June 19th, 1917

Dear Osamu,

I heard its your birthday today, Mori is trowing an huge party for his favorite as always. Dont blame me its just the rumours! Well, it isnt an great day for me yet and not for you too as you always hate birthdays but i need to ask for a favour.

Since you didnt even had recived my last later yet becouse of the distance between out countries but I cant keep silent longer. Its been biting me and poking me inside.

Can you come back to Russia? I really dont want to stuff you with my family bullshit any longer but I think you may be interested in this too. There is an item, The Book to be clear. I dont think the PM yet heard of it yet. But its only a moment your Old Man hears about this. I dont acually know the details but i know t can make anyone's dreams come true. While i dont even know what i want.

Its like an sick annoying question you ask yourself; what would you wish for if you could? I honestly dont know but i know good enough that you also have no answer to that, maybe a simple answer like 'i dont want anything.' but think about it for me, Dazai.

The details and the search for it is by my brother yet again. I think if anyone can steal the book from unknown, its Fyodor. And If he cant I know he will with an single help from you. So send me your answer as soon as possible please.

Come to Russia, for sure too. Amazing country.

-Miheal Dostovasky

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Dazai flatters his lashes as he whines silenly at the annoying bur beautifull light of sun burning to his face and trowns the blanket over his head to escape from the truth, its already morning.

But before Dazai can fall back asleep, -which was very rare for him to even have blink of at night specially after Odasaku's death, his words hunting him in his dreams and the loneleness never letting him rest a little and his memories never letting him acually think he even deserves sleep- the door gets knocked twice, in a wierd musical way.

Dazai almost forgat he was at Fyodor's apartment, apperantly. "Im coming in." Fyodor warns witout wating for any more seconds and bargs in the room and with the swag of the door, the delicous smell of food wakes up Dazai fully. He also forgat he didnt ate a thing since Miheal's death, which wasnt so long ago and not eating for days were a regular thing for Dazai except for when Chuuya or Mori forced feed him, telling him it was too unhealty or sometimes when they both have time Odasaku and him would have comfy dinners but now he felt like and wild animal, craving for meat. Crap to be clear.

"Your not out of the bed yet?" Fyodor judges almost suprisedly. "Im not an robot like you so, yeah i like lying in bed and doing nothing!" Dazai argues and insults with and big frown, holding his blanket under his chin as he is still angry and creeped out by Fyodor about yesterday but all Fyodor does is chuckle. Creep.

"I made breakfast, you are living under my room dear, so atleast you need to join me in breakfasts and dinners." Dazai frowns more, Fyodor is using his for-now power agaisnt him the second day they just meet. Just the type of man Dazai hates, it reminds him od Mori. "And by the fact you are right now being wanted for Miheal's murder case and im also wanted for some unneeded reasens we are both stuck in this apartment with eachother so lets try to get along, okey?" Fyodor asks with an bitter sweet tone and a big mocking smile as Dazai sighs loudly and trows his blanket off sulkingly and steps out the bed.

"Did you drug my drink?" Dazai asks as he grabs and hoddie an trows it on his undershirt and chooses to dress up later, seeing Fyodor has no plans of giving him some privacy. Fyodor just chuckles softly but coldly. "I did indeed. Only for a small amounth for you to sleep easier." Dazai knows better not to belive any of this bullshit but he is too hungry to think and the smell is too good.

"Yeah fine lets eat then we will talk about your wierdness."

"My wierdness?"

"Yes. Like your personality."

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•Hi after like 6 months hehe🤭🤭

•Cut this one short becouse i need sleep but im thinking about keep an routine of uploading so dont worry babygirls :33