Love of my life.
Happy Valentine's Day to you.
I'm currently sitting on top of Mauna Kea in Hawaï. You would have loved it here. It's so beautiful and peaceful. I can just picture you running around and screaming excitedly.
I'm leaving tonight though. I still don't know where I'm going. Maybe I'll head up to Canada. I heard it's nice over there.
You know I thought leaving Rock River would make me happy. I though I'd find peace and a place to settle. To rest.
But all I want right now is crawl back home to you. To see you. Talk with you about all the shit I've seen and make you laugh one more time.
I keep wandering around aimlessly knowing full well that the only place I've ever felt at home was when I was near you.
I miss you doesn't cut it.
I love you doesn't feel enough.
Do you miss me ?
Did you love me or was it all just a dream ?
Why aren't you here with me ?
I pray. Every night before bed. Every morning when I wake up. Sometimes I pray for death to relieve me from the pain I'm feeling. Other times I just wish for a miracle.
Be my miracle. Come find me.
All the love,
Mute.
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All I Want #1.5 : Words Left Behind
PoetryThis is a short collection of poems and love letters written by Quynn and Mute after their breakup as they try to make sense of it all. It can be read as a standalone, or after completing All I Want #1 to get better context.
