My sunshine,
I miss your beautiful heart.
Today, I almost caved in and called you.
I craved your voice telling me everything would be okay. And I realized nothing would ever be all right for me, not without you by my side.
I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have asked you to change your entire life for me. I shouldn't have made you choose between your life there and me.
I think I get it now. I understand the position I put you in.
But I'm a selfish bastard, Quynn. And I wish you would've chosen me.
I wish I was enough for you.
I dream of you every night, and I die every morning when I wake up.
Do your beautiful eyes fill with tears when you remember me, my love?
Do you smile, thinking about the beautiful moments we had?
Or did you forget my face? My voice?
Am I the only one burning?
Call out to me. I'll hear you.
Come find me. I'll hold you.
Say you love me, and I'll never let go.
Forever your man.
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All I Want #1.5 : Words Left Behind
PoetryThis is a short collection of poems and love letters written by Quynn and Mute after their breakup as they try to make sense of it all. It can be read as a standalone, or after completing All I Want #1 to get better context.
