Tactless Temerity

08

Josephine

"I'm not needed here?" I said in an almost a whispery voice as I locked eyes with Mr. Frost. Magkaharap kaming nakaupo sa couch ng study niya.

It did not help the room had an exposed floor to ceiling windows like his gym, for I could clearly see his very sharp beautiful eyes and his long, thick,aubrun and still wet hair from the shower that I was sure did not need any combing for it effortlessly complimented every single feature in his face. I had the urge to ran my fingers through it...and why did he not let his hair down when we were having sex? Shit, back to those yes...oh my lord. I felt like melting just looking at it, I was in both in awe and jealous at how beautiful and healthy they were.

And I thought it was crazy. Why was I so suddenly invested at how strikingly godly he looked? Those eyes, his nose, that beard-adorned-full-plump-almost close to pale- yet has a bit of shade in them mouth...and that long visible scar that probably starts from his right ear towards the side of his nose bridge. Holy hell. It only added to his appeal.

My throat felt dry kaya nag-iwas ako ng tingin. My eyes landed on his hands...shit talaga, wala bang pangit na anggulo ang lalakeng ito? He had very huge hands accompanied by thick veiny foreams...and my neck...damn it. I felt like my neck was suddenly aching to have his fist around it. Shittt. Fucking shit. Get a fucking grip, Josephine.

"That's right, Ms. Hilario. Ms. Satsuki had already fixed the scandal fifteen minutes ago."

"I'm sorry?"

"The scandal's buried. Ms. Satsuki already fixed it."

That made me frown at napaisip na.

"Then why am I here?"

"Gusto kitang makita."

If I was already gaping at him kanina ay baka mas napalaki ang pag awang ng bibig ko sa sinabi niya at sa pagtatagalog niya, he did not even have an accent like foreigners do. He sounded like a local. Though I liked his English better, there was something about his voice that had my ears transfixed.

"What are you—"

"I wanted to see if you already gave birth." He as if announced, making the veins in my head start to ache.

"W-what the fuck?"

"But obviously, you did not..." He sounded disappointed. "I came inside you atleast six times...that must count for something even if you were on contraceptive. I have the healthiest sperm. I'm quite disheartened."

"What?!" Hindi ko alam kung ano itong nagyayari. He sounded so ridiculous at humalakhak na siya, waving a hand as if everything's cool.

"Nevermind...Hmmm.."

His hmnn had my nerves squirming again. What the hell was wrong with me? I needed to get a real hard grip dahil may sira yata ang ulo nitong si Mr. Frost. And did he have to announce how many times he came inside me as well?

"I honestly don't know where you are going with this or why was I even summoned here?" I held my hands together and gripped them hard 'till I felt pain, an attempt to ground myself. "I'm obviously not pregnant, so apart from it...why else? I don't understand."

"Katulad ng sabi ko ay gusto kitang makita. It's not just a whim. It's a need.." He slowly got up from his couch and I did not know that I was holding my breath when he started walking towards me, then stopped, almost too close from where I was seated. Napaangat ako ng tingin sa kanya. He was wearing a black semi fitted shirt and despite of his tatooes, he looked so...clean and I could smell his body shampoo. Lalakeng lalake ang amoy. Pinigilan kong mapapikit. He moved then sat at the small table infront of me.