ISHQ BULAVA

Chapter 10: Goal

Today's the day bhai and Nischay sir are departing for Mumbai....

Till yesterday I wasn't feeling anything but today a hint of sadness hit me watching Nischay sir's face.

Bhai hugged ma, Virat, Sneha and me whereas Nischay sir bidded everyone goodbye with a smile.

Seeing his departing figure,my heart sank to my stomach. I couldn't bear the emptiness in my soul.....that's when I realized that it wasn't just a simple crush neither love at first sight or hormonal change..

I want to be his..I want to share every moments with him...I want to be his morning and night, I want to have all his tomorrow, want his fingers to run through my hair strands and his lame shameless jokes to be the start of my morning while his warmth to be mine comfort fragrance and his embrace to be my home...

Tears dwelled up in my eyes while my body shivered at this unknown emotion. I hate our distance, I hate that I am still young, imperfect and unsure, unsure of how to tackle my own emotion...

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It's already been a week bhai and sir has left and I am here in classroom listening to teacher explaining maths problem. This goddamn maths, I just hate it!! I try to look at Virat's notebook who sits right beside me to know which chapter we are doing right now....

As the bell rang it was time for english class. It's our first english class after vacation as the teacher was still on leave..

"Good morning teacher..." the class sung the greeting like a song..

"Goodmorning class! Sit down!"the teacher said.

Virat was dozing off while Sneha tried to poke him from behind.

"Virat Shetty!!" Teacher called Virat while he hastily stood.

"You guys should learn from Virat, even though there was no english homework he emailed me a book review in this vacation that too over 2000 word"As teacher was building the bridge of praises for Virat he stood their confused .

Everyone was glaring at Virat gesturing to hit him while me and Sneha chuckled at his confused face.

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"Avni ki bachi I will kill you today!"Virat fumed in anger while I hurriedly packed my bag pack and splinted to the door.

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On my way home I noticed a lovely couple riding bicycle. How cute and lovely they are or rather we were...memories of the vacation flooded on my mind..

My heart leaped up in remembrance of those precious moments..how I connected with a complete stranger in just a fraction of time for me to think about him all day and night..

Everything around me including the moon, air or birds were glancing at me whispering his name as if teasing me.

We are still in touch through insta but still everytime our conversation are left empty or rather untold. I can't express my emotions to him, all my longing and emotion for him is buried underneath my heart.

Every little things like cycle, cotton, coffee and even the air makes me miss his presence..I long to hear his raspy voice ...

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I reach my home, headed to my room and as always scrolled Nischay sir's profile even though he has zero posts making myself satisfied at his sole name..

I set my homepage to his photo, deactivated my account and opened my diary writing,

☆Avni's goal
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Clear NEET🐇
🐇Become anaesthologist
Make Nischay fall for you!!
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"Let the future us collide once again and rewrite our story with rose ink💓🤞🐇🦊"

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