ETERNAL SEDUCTION

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟭: 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘦.

(𝘛𝘰𝘮)

I turned the page in the book infront of me. I've missed so much during those 2 weeks. And that's not how i am, the teachers have even been asking what's going on, which I brutally hate because that actually shows how after I am in school.

With knowledge came a sense of isolation. The other students, with their petty concerns and trivial friendships, could not fathom my ambitions. They were content to live within the bounds of their mundane lives, while i was destined for greatness. I could feel their glances, the way they whispered behind my back in every single lesson. It only fueled my resolve even more.

I leaned back in my chair, allowing myself a moment of contemplation. The flickering candlelight casted a warm glow over my dorm. But a shadow flickered at the edge of my vision—a presence that disrupted my focus. I heard footsteps coming from behind, light ones. I slightly turned around to see the person I last expected, Lavender.

"Tom" she said with a worried face.

I turned around by her words, and thats when I knew, I knew for a fact. She have noticed my back. My back that were fully covered in deep scars and scratches. Since I was sitting shirtless, they were fully noticeable.

Those light footsteps came closer and closer and I felt how my body sent shivers down my spine, before I took a deep breath, and when I do. I felt a pair of cold fingers on my back, traveling all over it. Soft touches. As I closed my eyes, I felt all the emotions I don't want to feel. The emotions I've always been raised pushing away. The feelings i shouldnt show anyone.

"Tom" she let out.

"It's nothing".

"It is" she said as a few seconds of Silence followed.

"what happend?".

Gosh I hate What this girl is doing to me, that she brings out the soft side of me. The side I'm not supposed to be showing. Not to anyone.

"You know, my dad wasn't a good dad after all"
I said flatly. I Realized that she is the first ever person to even touch those scars, or even see them. No one has ever had the chance to see them, except the monster himself.

"I'm so sorry" she said as I heard her voice softened.

She hugged my back softly, placing a small kiss on my shoulder. Have I ever said that I was Inlove? No, well I think we should just leave it there because I'm fucking addicted to her. I'm obsessed.

She let go off me, and just like that I felt soft kisses all over my back. She picked the kisses out carefully, And as she does, a small smile appeared on my face as I realized she was kissing my scars, kissing each one of them. I didn't even know I could smile like this, or even feel like this.

When she's done, I turned around and looked at her. Her beautiful face, yet this isn't the first time I've wonder how someone could be so perfect.

I tapped on my lap, giving her a sign to sit down. As she did so, I grabbed my arm around her waist, holding her close to me. So close I almost thought I accidentally hurt her.

"your dad dosent deserve you" she let out.

She brought her hands up to my face, and by that I closed my eyes tiredly. I tightened my grip around her waist, and pulled her closer to me.

She was my weakness. And I've never in my life had the chance to show this side of me, I never even knew this side was living inside of me. But Lavender is my Angel, and she saved me. As i reopened my eyes again, I noticed a small tear falling down her cheek.

"What's wrong?" I asked her in a low tone.

She didn't answer, instead another tear was falling down her cheek. I carefully placed my hand on her cheek, and wiped away her tears with my thumb,  softly.

"I just" She looked down, but I still had my hands on her cheeks, cupping her beautiful face.

"I'm scared" Her voice was so low I almost didn't hear it.

"For what?" I whispered close to her face.

Seconds of silence were followed, but not an uncomfortable one, a needed one. She didn't say anything, the only thing noticeable was her hesitation and slight of agitation, and that made my whole body twist.

"Lavender tell me" She looked at me, with her glistening green eyes. Gosh they're perfect.

"I can't do this" she said so quite I almost didn't hear it.

"What?" I asked.

"Us" she let out.

I looked at her with a blank expression. Feeling the pain in my body about to explode.

"Don't do this".

As i finished that sentence, I felt how my breathe became shaky. This is the first time in my life I was truly scared of losing something. I have never felt this way before, and neither have I been this needy for it to stay.

"We're so diffrent" she started. "And if people founds out, they would not accept it, how much I even want them to. They won't" a small tear ran down her cheek.

"We should not be together, and I should stay away from things that might hurt me. But I can't, because in some sort of way I'm attached to you" her eyes meet mine as she said those words.

"I don't care if they aren't accepting us" I clarified.
"Youre mine, and I will always protect what's mine".

Her green eyes lifted up by my words, and a small smile appeared on her face, i gently grabbed her face and gave her a soft kiss. It was so soft that it almost felt like our lips melted.

"and what if i don't want that" she asked.

"Then you'll have to live with it, you're mine. From the moment I laid my eyes on you, you've been mine. And you will be mine forever" I said.

"I'm yours" she said so low I almost didn't hear it.

I was raised not to feel this way about a women, my dad allways told me that love was for the weak ones. But if it means that I had to be weak for her, I would.

By surprise, her lips smashed into mine. And without hesitation, I kissed her back. With my hands still on her hips, I carefully moved her in a better position as I begun to kiss her.

She's driving me crazy. So fucking crazy. And I'm afraid if this girl ever uses the right words, I would do anything she asked of me.

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𝗔𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲: 2 chapters in 1 day? Yes!! I had this chapter done for a while now so i thought why not post it!! Thank you once again for the support on this story <3

Love from, ve <3