{{Sana's POV }}
"Yes , I don't understand anything " I mumbled sadly while looking at my lap .
Rajia my best friend hold my hands ,keeping her food plate aside ,"What do you mean by you don't understand? He's your husband,Sana.Nothing is wrong happening between you "
"Bu...But...I dont know if...If he's actually serious about this wedding or not. He never said he likes /loves me . It is very confusing. I am afraid of his hot temper.If this marriage is actually out of sympathy he's surely gonna burst on me someday....And ...and my breath stucks even to think about the day" I tearfully replied making Rajia sigh .
"Do you love him? Let me know that first!" she asked making my cheeks red .
I stammered unintentionally, "N...Nothing..I mean I "
"So you dont like him!" she gasped making me hold her hand tight to make her silent .
"No I mean ...yes,he's ...he's g.. good ...very good looking... he ...is an outstanding person...secured...safe ...understanding...talented...caring ... um...he's 110 on 100 "my cheeks redder.
"then whats the issue ? You clearly like him! Just give him the pleasure of being husband already ..let him come close...touch this precious..bo,,," before she could finish I pushed her away from me yelling,"You are so so ...so dirty minded"
She giggled,"Come on , Sana ...If you have literally no reason to not take this further then you are just immature "
"I am not immature and yes ,I have reasons "
"and what are they?"
"I ...am afraid of proximity y..ou..you..knw that"
"But Sana..."she tried to interept but I started again saying,"Let me finish first .I am not sure how he'll react to this . What if It angers him? What if he hates me for being his wife?W..hat if..."
"Stop overthinking ,Sana! If you like him , I know he's a man kind of man. Trust him with your vulnerable self. He's going to handle you better than you did these years"
Author's POV
"Rajia...Don't make me hope too much. Please.. He's a very.. He.. He has a very busy life.. So busy that he has already forgotten to smile. I dont wanna burden him up with myself. But..."
Sana smiled with her drenched eyes.
"But somewhere in your heart you want to share everything to him?"
Sana pouted long ,"I wanna complaint about everything that happened to me. I want to kick away all my darkness just he kicked the man ,the other day"
"He kicked a MAN?!" Rajia gasped ,"& our panicked Sana is Making jokes on that?"
"I didnt make a joke & certainly my husband didn't kick him for no reason. He always has valid reasons. All of stay aware of not messing with his anger so Its the human's fault that he had to face the Monster side of THE SIDDHARTH SHEIKH" Sana replied wiping her tears.
"Husband haan?" Rajia winked making Sana's cheek brightest. She stammered ,"I d..didn.didnt say.. Any..thing.. Like hus..Hus.. I mean that"
Before Rajia could pull her leg more ,Sana's phone started ranging.
"Who might be this?" she mumbled noticing the unknown number & received it mewing , "Assalamualikum , kon bolrahey" (who's speaking)
"Shohar" a deep voice came in reply making her timid voice go fully off. [Husband]
"J..i..j..ji..Ap?" (you?)
"Yes, baby. I'm wating for you outside your college. Come out" Siddharth ordered before cutting off the line.
Sana's breath stopped as she looked at Rajia stammering ," wh..why is..he here?"
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"Assalamualikum , I am Rajia. Sana's best friend "
Nodding Sid looked beside her where his Little wife was standing with a bag with heavy loads. It reduced her height for few inches which irritated him to the core. He hold the bag's upper side lifting from her fragile shoulder commanding ," Give it to me"
Widening own eyes ,Sana tried to backoff denying but his tight grip didn't let her do so. She whispered ,"N..o..no...th..that's... Um..oka"
Before she could finish he stated , " Don't make me repeat ,baby"
Sana's heart skipped a beat while Rajia giggled secretly.
Obediently Sana handled it too him mewing a small "Thank you"
"We should leave now " Siddharth dryish statement came towards Rajia making her nod hesitantly ,"Yes of course. Take her back with you. She really is a crybaby with her overthinks"
Siddharth narrowed his eyes looking at his wife ," Are you one? "
Embarrassed Sana denied fast ,"N..no..I..am certainly not.. She's exaggerating!! ". This time as well Sana's tears bursted out and she knows why. Her period days are the most emotional days of a month for her. She literally cries on everything. She hates it too but cant help. Hormones!
Siddharth cupped her cheeks in no minute saying , " & why are you crying about it?Even If you are one , just know your husband doesn't find it offensive "
Sana hided her reddish face looking down while Rajia cheered ,"Awwwwwww...thats so romantic!!!! But , do not worry about her crying on every stuff this week... As Sana in her period is a leaked water bottle!! "
Sana slapped her playfully with shock in her tearful eyes. Big drops were about to come out due to heavy embarrassement but Rajia appologised screaming , "Okay okay... Sorry.. Sorry.. I take my words back.. I didnt say anything... Sorry sorry "
But Sana was literally upset on her. How could she just declare so easily about her hving period that too infront of someone she's shy the most!
"I..I.." Sana wanted to make sentence but due to her heavy emotions her voice cracked up making Siddharth cup her face again ,"sshhhh..just wait for me in the car "
"Y..ou?" she meowed holding his blazers sleeve tightly.
"I'll be joining you in 2 seconds " he stated making her nod & hop inside the car not before making face towards Rajia.
As soon as she hopped in Siddharth quite strictly said ,"Rajia,I would like to respect that you are someone close to her but beware of making her cry unnecessarily "
She was caught off guard but tried to ease the situation as she mumbled ," Y..yes,of course... I was just messing around bu..t yeah I'll take a note on that too.. "
Nodding Sid said , " It was nice to meet you. You are one sweet little girl too" and then hopped in the car making Rajia almost fall for him. But she shuffled her mind knocking the window.
Sana pulled that assuming her friend to say a sorry but instead she just asked ," Sana ,why dont you bring Sir tomorrow at the club?"
Sana stammered ,"no..no..he has works to do... " & hurridly pulled off the window.
But sensing Siddharth burning gaze on her she meowed ," Wh..y are we..no..not moving? "
"Move" Siddharth ordered Making the driver follow.
After 12/15 minites Sana meowed again ,"Oh..I..I forgot to ask..why were you here...Today? "
"Its going to rain heavily ,madam" the driver replied making her whisper oo...while Siddharth looked unbothered & fully focused on his work on laptop.
Sana didn't mind tho. The less he speaks to her ,the less in speed her heart beats. But her bare minimum happiness didn't last long as he asked suddenly , "Which club was Rajia talking about? "
Sana sucked in a deep breath.
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