The way YOU saved ME

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*Alex*

It felt strange to suddenly be all alone again. 

The hotel room seemed awful quite and I missed the kids and the noises of the ranch around me. I had texted Isa as soon as we had touched the ground but she hadn't answered me yet and slowly but surley I started to stress out a bit. 

What if something had happened?

I put Remo's plush dog on my bed and started to unpack my bag just to do anything and try not to worry too much. She was probably just stressed and occupied with the kids and... Still I worried if something was wrong. She was alone with the kids.

I was so nervous and couldn't focus on anything until I touched something inside my bag that didn't feel like anything of my things. I pulled it out and took a loud gasp.

It was an all black and only lace panty.

A smile slipped across my lips. That little devil. I let my fingers brush over the lace.

I would need to take her with me for the next race.

And just that second my phone lightened up.

Isa: I am happy you landed safely and had a good flight :)
Me: We did...
Me: Just found your little surprise in my bag. I mean at least I guess you put it there on purpose?
Isa: Oh... I hope you liked it.
Me: Way too much...
Me: Fuck I need you here.
Me: I feel like I am starving and you are the only person that can satisfy that hunger
Isa: As if I wasn't on my knees for you already...
Me: Oh I liked you on your knees...
Isa: I will be again when you are back
Me: Don't say this or I might wanna come back home earlier...

I smiled when my phone started ringing and Isa's name lightened up on my phone.

I really fell for her. Way too much. Way more than was good for me.

I took her call "Hey hermosa.", I said, not able to suppress a smile.

"Hey Alex.", she whispered "You said I should call when I need you and right now I need you.".

"What is wrong? What can I do for you?", I softly asked, laying on my bed, grinning like an idiot.

"I miss you. That's all. The kids are asleep and I am in my bed right now. It's so silent without you all.".

"I miss you too.", I answered closing my eyes "I would love to have you here.".

"Next time.", she promised "Then me and the kids will be by your side.".

"Do you think they can take it? I mean being back at a race track?", I asked a bit nervous.

"I don't know. But I know it doesn't make it any better to not be with you and the boys. Pippo asked so many questions before he finally fell asleep. He is really worried and I guess if we were with you all he wouldn't feel the need to be so nervous because he would know you are all ok.".

"Then I'll take you with me next time.", I said closing my eyes once more, imagining her right next to me.

"Your perfume is still hanging in your hoddie.", she whispered softly "You will have to wear it when you are back so it smells like you again.".

"I have the perfume in my bathroom. Use it.", I laughed "And if you feel like it you can sleep in my bed. I mean it probably smells like me too.".

"Oh, good idea.". 

I could hear her standing up and walking through the house. I could hear her steps on the floor just like every night since I was at the ranch. I could often hear her walk around. And now I could hear her too and smiled to myself, while she opened a door.