The way YOU saved ME

dad talks

*Alex*

"What the fuck are you doing here?", I flinched when I heard my dads voice.
I felt Isa in my arms and a unbearable pain, shooting through my whole body. I moaned in pain, making Isa look at me right away.

"I thought I told the security to...", dad started, making me forget my pain for a moment.

"What?", I asked "You told them to not let her get here?", I growled, trying to get up.

"Alex, I only have your best in my mind. She isn't good for you and..."

"Leave.", I growled, even lower.

I would never let him talk about her like that. Not even for once.

"Alex. How are you talking to me? I am your father and..."

"I would choose her over you every day.", I said, the pain taking over again.

"Really? A bitch over your family?", that was the point where he took it too far.

I nearly couldn't take the pain anymore but I was on my feet right away, growling "Don't talk about her like that. Leave. I don't want to see you again. She and her boys are more a family for me that you have ever been! They care about me. They are proud of me. And I don't have to fight for that. They really care.", I felt how my body was giving in but before I could slam down, Isa was there, her arms wrapped around my body, keeping me up "Go.", I said, feeling like I was going to pass out.

Isa softly pushed me back to my bed, making me lay down again. She lovingly tucked me in, stroking my forehead and hair. Her touch was calming. I needed her so much.

The pain got better with her touching me. Not going away fully, but it helped forget in how much pain I was actually, her soft hands taking a lot of my pain.

I still was happy when the doctors gave me some more pain killers and I could sleep again, holding on tightly to Isa's hand.

When I woke up again my whole body was in pain and I felt my hand empty. 

Fastly opening my eyes I felt the nausea spread through my body so I closed my eyes right away again.

"Feeling sick?", I recognized Vale's voice.

I slowly nodded.

"Need a bag to throw up in?", he asked.

"No.", my head was banging. It felt so loud in my ears.

"Ok. Do you need anything else?", he asked softly "Your crash was quite heavy.". 

I nodded a bit, just now realizing that he actually hadn't flew here with us. 

"When did you arrive?", I asked tiredly.

"When I saw your crash I got in the plane right away. I just knew my family would need me.", he chuckled softly "Isa told me about what your dad said. Don't listen to him. You are not a disgrace. That crash doesn't go on your card.", he said softly. I could hear him move his chair closer to my bed, his hand laying carefully on my shoulder "You did so good. You were really on a strong way and I can see the talent inside you. There is much more than just a little brother.".

"You know it's only because I feel free for the first time. I can shut down many of those voices in my head that keep telling me I am not enough. Well as long as she is with me.", I was able to open my eyes without feeling like I had throw up right away.

"Isa, hm?", he smiled softly "She really cares about you. I have never seen her like that before.".

I started to smile "I love her.", I said, trying to sit up a little "Actually, can I ask you something?".