MIDNIGHT DAYDREAM

Not An Update, Sorry - Just Want To Chat

I always write the stories that I want to read myself, over and over again. I like to think these are movie scenes that I can vividly imagine in my mind.

When I write, I'm on an autopilot. I let the stories write themselves, most of the time. Sometimes I was surprised when it took an unexpected turn. I also mostly write in one sitting, rarely have notes and outlines, and have lots of typos and incorrect grammar.

So that's why sometimes explanations come later when someone asks.

I know I'm reckless and not a very good writer. But I like to write and read. If no one likes my writing, I figure I can read them myself.

So, these are my thoughts about this fic which might contain a spoiler:

1. In this fic, I try my best to write a love relationship as close to reality as possible. That it's not always a lovey-dovey thing. There is a bright side and a dark side to everything, and that includes love.
You can easily forgive, but you can also easily hurt your partner (with or without your knowing).

2. Spoiler, but there will also be a fourth person in this relationship. A woman. To pull out the bi-dynamic, I guess. But I want to venture into different sides of jealousy and how different person handles it differently.

3. Tbh, I'm rooting for Ash here. I like him. I want more of him, to explore him and his family's power and what's behind it. He is also so so kind to Chay and Chay craves easy love. So maybe that bump will take us in a different direction? Idk.

4. Macau and Kai a fun to write. They're not exactly slow burns, but they're funny and uncomplicated like KimPorchay. They are just like Vegas and Pete, minus the BDSM stuff.

5. Porsche and Porchay's relationship isn't going smoothly. But maybe Kinn can kick some sense into Porsche's brain. Vegas is a good older brother. Maybe Porsche should learn a thing or two from him. But Porsche was put in this position by force, so I think he was overwhelmed and unable to balance.

6. I want more comments, but I know I can force people to comment. I want to know what people thought of the scenes, of the fic, of my shitty writing, of the characters and their struggles.

7. I read many ABO stories and was thinking I want to write that kind of story too. Lol.

So, let me know what you think. Your comment can be my encouragement and input in writing. Thank you for reading this shitty fic, voting, and comment. All love is appreciated.