Tw Suicide attempt(bad one) self harm and Eating disorder
Jakes pov:
I'm on the floor in my room im crying so hard I feel sick tried and drained i can't do this anymore I need a way to kill myself where it can't fail I cant do this anymore I grab my phone and start writing to my friends a sorry letter.
Lexys letter
Thank you so much 4 everything lex I love u so much im sorry for what I have to do I feel like I've been draining for ages now I feel like I can't do this anymore u have been my best friend the last year and im forever grateful I hope u have the best life I love you lexy im sorry
Nadines letter
Thank you so much nadine im sorry for this u have been the best friend anyone could ask for I hope you'll have a nice life im sorry for leaving but I really can't do this anymore I've been drowing for ages and im sorry I didnt tell you the bullying I got never left I just told u guys it did it didnt im sorry I didnt wanna worry you but I guess it won't matter anymore I love you nadine I'm sorry
Juniors letter
Thank you Junior I know we haven't always been as close as we are now but I still love you u were the best cousin ever im sorry im so sorry I've been drowing for a really long time now I just couldn't cope I love you junior im sorry
Oilver letter
Thank you oilver I know we haven't always been close but I still love you and we are still firends I hope u have a nice life I love you oilver im sorry
Devons letter
Im so so sorry my love I love you so so so so so much im so so sorry I love you but I cant do this anymore I feel hopeless like nothings gonna fix my mental health has been shit for years but now its getting to the point I can't cope anymore I had to do this im sorry I love you I have been struggling alot with self harm even though I told u I was clean I havent been for a while now I just didn't want you to worry I also have a eating disorder I'm sorry I didnt tell u the bullying is still really bad I know I told you it stopped it didnt I just didn't want you guys knowing I love you so so so so fucking much but I cant deal with any of this anymore
I love you my love
I love you devon
I'm sorry
MAD TW
I grabbed the piece of glass and I put it next to my veins and I S!)t it the blood starts pouring out I feel dizzy and fall on the floor I blackout
Jakes dad pov:
I hear a loud thund in jakes room what the fuck is this kid up to now I walk up there and
See blood coming out his door I rush in quickly and see him laying there
My son his arm covered in scars and a s!)t wrist i grab my phone and call a ambulance as fast as possible they get here and help him
I csnt help but cry I treated him so horrible he tryed to I cry harder I cant even
Im sorry jake
