Devons pov:
Jake was in a mental hospital I missed him so bad he wasn't allowed his phone I hoped he was getting better it was the end of july when he left its now November the Months with him gone felt wrong who am I without him I love him so much Halloween felt the wrongest tho I ended up crying in Junior arms the loudness was overwhelming and seeing all the couples made me miss jake more hes home now and much better he still has his bad days but he pushes through and I will never ever let him suffer in silence again I get to see him in a couple of hours so im excited I clean my room and had movies and snacks picked out for us last year I had a eating disorder it was bad ish I manged to tell my mum actually more like break down and told her she got me help for it and I'm better now I eat more but some days I feel like im dying it got like that alot when jake was gone its better now I try my hardest I hear a knock on my door JAKE
I run and open it
J:hi!
D:HI!
I grab him and hug him so tight
And I kiss him
D:I missed u so so so so so so so so much
He laughs
J:I missed u too
I pull him in and shut the door
D:I have alot of movies for us to watch
J:amazing
Hes just staring at me
D:is something wrong
J:ur so handsome
D:I think ur handsomer tho
He kisses me
We walk up to my room and pick out the movie IT he fall asleep on my chest I love him so so much
