ghost of the past

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You tested my patience for its capability
You haunt me in my ephialtes
I feel your presence behind me, a ghost of the past, a fleeting moment that won't last
Your touch is a spark of electricity, recognise your perfume from muscle memory
Your letters still have your essence, and I smile ear to ear, thinking of your nonsense
Your favourite songs are on repeat, you capture my thoughts even when asleep
My eyes can't stop flickering in your direction,
You're a stranger whose laugh captures my attention
This wasn't our time, but I still want you to be mine
Because it was you all along, and I'm defenceless in front of the stars
The universe pays no heed to my begging, my watery eyes shining in the dark
But if I had a genie, I'd only wish for my ghost of the past.

-S

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