Trust Me - |Bill Kaulitz|

lapse of memory

"No, please stop! I'm not in the mood."

"I'm into it. Undress now."

"No, stop! I'm not sure. Stop it!"

I pushed him away with my hands while he tried to take off my clothes.

"God, why is it so difficult for you to stop resisting?"
He slapped me hard and unbuttoned my pants.

"STOP, PHIL, PLEASE!"

I jolted awake from my scream. Another nightmare. Same scenario. Looking around, I noticed someone near me. Startled, I looked closer at the figure sitting beside me, trying to calm me down.

"Who the heck are you?"

I exclaimed, waving my hands and rubbing my eyes.

"Kass, stop! It's me. It's okay."

Jessica? How did she even get into my apartment? Why was she even here?

"How did you get in?"

I sighed with relief, looking at my sleepy best friend.

"You called me, literally wasted. You asked me to come over. When I arrived, your door was open, and you were peacefully sleeping here."

"Oh my gosh, I don't remember that. Sorry."

She nodded and sighed, looking at me.

"Another nightmare?"

"Mhm,"

I hummed, nodding my head. Jessica knew the drill in these situations. She
was used to it.

"Do you want to continue sleeping, or do you want to talk about something?"

I turned and glanced at the clock on my nightstand. 5 am. Wow. After such a terrifying dream, I didn't want to sleep. I was scared to fall asleep and see it again.

"Let's talk. I don't really want to sleep right now."

She yawned and rubbed her eyes.

"Okay, so tell me, where did you go after we left the club last night?"

Oh crap, right! When we were leaving with Bill, I forgot to tell Jess I was going with him.

"Um, Bill... he suggested having one last drink and going for a walk downtown. He showed me his favorite place, and we got some vodka. That's why I forgot I called you."

"Mm, his favorite place, huh? Maybe he's into you, trying to show you he's special."

She grinned, poking me in the thigh with a playful glint in her eyes.

"Ugh, no, not at all! It's only our second meeting. Even the first time, I almost didn't talk to him, Therefore it doesn't count ."

"Okay, okay, just kidding."

I told her the whole story, including the part about that group. Since she knew them too, she understood the situation.

"What jerks! Why are they bothering you? Isn't he over you?"

"I don't know, but I'm scared as hell. And I'm worried about Bill. What if they do something to him?"

"I doubt it. Maybe just bullying, nothing more."

I sighed and looked away, lost in thought about the whole situation.

"Maybe, but I'm still scared for him."

"Are you already in love with him? "
she asked seriously, trying to gauge my feelings.

"No, but he's so innocent. I don't want him to get into trouble with them."

She nodded in understanding, glancing at the time on her phone.

"I'm beat. Let's go to sleep and talk again tomorrow."

"Okay."

She settled back on the pillow, facing me, and pulled the covers over herself. I lay down next to her, returning her gaze.

"Do you need a hug?"

I nodded, and she nestled closer, hugging my waist. It reminded me of the time we dated. Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you that.

"Are you comfortable?"

I hummed and took her hand, closing my eyes and clinging to her. It felt perfect. I know she's my friend, but we did date in high school, not for long, but there's still a connection beyond friendship. We both feel it, but haven't spoken about it. We both think it's normal.

I drifted off to sleep, Jessica already peacefully slumbering beside me. Her slow, steady heartbeat and breathing were a comforting lullaby.

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Hey guys, I wrote this part when I was pretty drunk, so if there are mistakes there, please forgive me. ;). I couldn't post a continuation for a long time, because now there's some problem with the wattpad,And I couldn't log into it. ENJOYY (I beg you to write me a couple of comments so that I can understand if you like it, thank you!)