OBSESSED | beynika

We sin the same ole sins (35)

Onika POV

At this rate I would rather it be one of the kids or h*ll my mom!

I immediately hopped off of kehlani, I know I've been cheating for a while now but I guess now the guilt is starting to hit. I feel so bad we were supposed to be working on our marriage and each other but this sh*t is hard and with kehlani everything seemed so simple. I know I should've talked to bey but she's f*cking crazy and probably would've body slammed me.

I saw the hurt look on her face and even a tear roll down. I don't know what I could really say to fix all of this but I tried to walk towards her to maybe hug her? I don't know but she stepped back. I'm really scared she hasn't said a thing but more tears are falling.

"Bey.."

"I knew it" she said lowly.

"Bey I-" before I could finish she pulled her gun out and shot kehlani point blank. I jumped at the sound.

Sasha POV

The gunshot woke the others.

I guess Gi put two and two together quickly cus I heard her crying followed behind the others. I can't believe I've let myself get this stupid over a f*cking b*tch. I've completely lost myself over the years for her and this is my f*cking reward.

"Four f*cking years"

"I know and I'm so-"

"NO YOU SHUT THE F*CK UP! FOUR YEARS OF MY F*CKING LIFE DOWN THE DRAIN ONIKA"

"Baby we can fix this"

"NO F*CK THAT IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIX THIS H*LL IVE CHANGED EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF FOR YOU! IVE BEEN GOING TO THERAPY ANGER MANAGEMENT H*LL IVE BEEN TRYING TO LEARN HOW TO COOK FOR YOU

IVE THROWN MY LIFE, FAMILY, CAREER EVERYTHING AWAY FOR YOU AND THIS IS THE THANKS THAT I GET"

"I'm so sorry bey" she started crying.

"NO YOU DONT GET TO CRY DO YOU KNOW IVE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR MONTHS NOW TRYING NOT TO F*CKING KILL MYSELF BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE YOU OR THE KIDS. IVE BEEN TRYING MY D*MN HARDEST TO BE THE PERFECT PERSON FOR YOU BUT ITS CLEAR THAT I WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH FOR ANYONE"

"Bey I love y-"

"No you don't! Nobody does and I've f*cking accepted that ok you don't have to pretend anymore I get the point I hear you loud and clear Onika you don't want to be with me and you don't love me and I knew at our wedding. I can't keep looking past the signs that you don't like me for me. I've tried to ignore it but I can't force you to love me"

" I do like you b"

"You made me change medication, you made me switch my hair, the way I talk, dress, you made me change my personality, my corny jokes, my weird fun facts, what I eat, everything! And I've tried being your perfect girl I've tried I let you talk to me any kind of way, I lost all self respect, I closed my mouth more,tried to be more soft, prettier, less awake, and every night I got on my knees and confessed my sins I was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said amen and said I mean. I punished myself and begged God for forgiveness because I thought it was my fault that you were cheating"

"It's not bey I swear it's my fault"

"It is. Onika lemme ask you this is she what you want"

"Huh" now I'm getting more pissed off.

"Be honest. If this what you truly want, I can wear her skin over mine. Her hair over mine. Her hands as gloves. Her teeth as confetti. Her scalp, a cap. Her sternum, my bedazzled cane.

We can pose for a photograph. All three of us, immortalized. You and your perfect girl. Is that what you want"

I stepped closer to her and she stepped back sensing my building rage. She shook her head at my question. I pulled my phone out and text Kelly to come get the kids because I'm tired of walking away. I'm about to f*ck some sh*t up. Onika saw this as an opportunity to run I chuckled and made my way to the power box. Haven't had some fun in a minute.

Yonce. Yea? Tell the rest to close their eyes and cover their ears. Gotcha.

"Onikaaa...come out come out whenever you are" my heels clacked on the hard wood floor driving her anticipation up way more. I heard her soft cries and shot at the wall near her. She screamed and ran, I chased after her.

This idiot ran in the bathroom locking the door like it'll stop something. I kicked a hole in the door and used my hands to tear the rest once I grabbed her I smashed her head into the sink and pushed her back onto the floor.

"BEY PLEASE IM SORRY"

"SHUT TF UP"

She crawled away I grabbed her foot and kicked me in my face. I sent blows straight to her face and blood started leaking everywhere. I dragged her by her hair and picked her up dangling her over the rail.

"Bey please please please nooo"

"Didn't I tell you to shut tf up" I choked her.

"G-Giselle" she struggled to breathe.

I chuckled. "Oh baby Giselle is long gone"

Right when her eyes started to close Kelly captain save a hoe a** came in to take the kids. Surprisingly she didn't stop me I guess she already knew Onika's fate.

"H-help please"

"Hey sorry, Onika I really tried to warn you but um it was nice knowing you"

Onika cried harder and Kelly left with the kids.

"You really f*cked that b*tch with my kids in this house"

"Bey please I'm sorry"

"Onika it's gon take a lot more than for you to be sorry"

"I'm pregnant please"

I chuckled this dumb b*tch.

"I haven't touched you in months"

"Bey please no no" she saw my pocketknife I pulled it out and stabbed her repeatedly.

I watched her blood pour out and threw her over the rail. From up here I can tell she wasn't dead yet but was slowly dying just as I wanted her to. I let Giselle soft a** have her last moment with Onika.

Giselle POV

I ran downstairs to the living and looked at nika with tears streaming down my face. I really hated that I loved her. But I knew I had to finish the job.

"I remember when I first met you, I instantly fell inlove with you and the day that I married you I knew you didn't love me back but I always hoped you would grow love for me overtime."

"Giselle please"

"I truly loved you and I really wanted it to be you"

"No please" she lowly begged.

I poured gasoline all over the living room and lit a match. I hugged her lifeless body and sobbed. Once the most of the house was on fire I walked out the front door and closed it.

Maybe I was just crazy.

THE END