The Gym Teacher (Negan Fan-Fic)

Kisses and Deep Breaths

Do you know the song that goes like, "And it's just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby, when I close my eyes, you come and you take me." That's what I used to think about Negan that the deep affection I had for him was just a fantasy, but now I see that I was wrong somehow my wish had come true he had actually liked me or maybe he was just messing around with me. Anyways I'm still depressed but not as much because I actually have something going on in my life, but it's a naughty thing. I think about him too much it feels unhealthy but I crave to see him again and I will but right now I am sitting in a dentist office to see if I have any cavities and they had to put this fluoride in my damn mouth and it tastes like shit. Negan probably would've laughed if I said that to him he would exactly say, "Damn the mouth on you lady, but then again, I have a thing for women who curse at me." Then he would give this deadly but sexy ass smile and lean back just little. I just wish I could see him right now and tell him that I want him but none of this is right and I should just tell him that we should stop this before it gets too out of hand. That I didn't mean what I said even though I truly did idk its all too overwhelming for me and I just need to stop thinking and breath because I am just filled with too many emotions I just can't think straight I feel mad and insane. All I want is him, and I won't let myself have him because it's just too complicated, but a part of me wants to risk it all and be with him anyway. Everything feels surreal like I am here sitting but it feels like a dream that I am now living and I am very glad that this is not a dream that I will soon awake from because that would be a damn tragedy. I should just be with a boy my own age not a 40 year old man this will get me no where but trouble and chaos I have to just stop this all or else or else I would be putting myself in a deep hole of shit. The next day has arrived, and I have no clue what to wear. I'm literally just sitting here for 30 minutes trying to decide, and then I finally do suspenders with vans. When I arrive at school, all I can think about is him, but I shrug it off and try to find my friends Leah, Paige, and Sophia. But I couldn't find them anywhere, so I headed to the bathroom, but then the bathroom was locked, and I had to use the restroom bad, so I hurried into the staff one when I saw him. YES him, and then he gave me a look of shock, and I simply said "oops sorry uh." I mean, who the hell says, oops, no one. I felt so humiliated of myself, and I ran off like I did last time. I went to my 2 periods, and when it finally came to the 3rd period, I put some makeup on and made my shorts shorter and rolled my shirt up to show some of my belly. I felt so uncomfortable, though, and I almost didn't go to the gym looking like that, but I did. I walked in, and everyone, I mean everyone, was staring at me. I ignored them and went into my squad spot while Negan did the attendance. We were still doing basketball, and we had to get a partner for the game, but I guess nobody wanted to be my partner. Negan then came up to me and told me that he was gonna be my partner and I was ok with that but I really needed to just get over him but I almost felt like I couldn't because I fell to hard for him. When I got a ball and put a penny on (a penny is a silk shirt), Negan came up to me and almost whispered, "I saw you in the bathroom. You were so flushed." "I was embarrassed cause I." "Cause you what? You saw my dick?" I was filled with red checks looking like a tomato and felt my heart beating 90 miles an hour. "You saw it, didn't you? Haha, you totally did. " He was laughing so loud that the class looked at him confused, but they all then continued with their games, and we started ours. Negan was so good, and I could never steal the ball from him, but he stole it from me many times, and he made sure I knew it. "Stolen, come on. I know you can do better than that." I almost was mad at him, but then I finally took it and dunked the damn ball in the hoop. I said "Fucking finally that took a damn minute." He raised his eyebrows and gave a cocky smile while saying "Oh my goodness the foul mouth you have! and that was barely even a shot." "What the hell are you talking about that was a clear steal and shot." "Whatever you say love." I gave him an eye roll but he gave me a smirk with his tongue in between his teeth rolling it from one side to the other. He grabbed my arm and said "Sorry If I made you mad I'm pretty competitive when it comes to stuff like this." "It's ok I was a little mad but now I'm not cause I've been wanting to taste you all day and I don't know if I can wait any longer." "Ooooh the tension is hot in here." We were only a few feet away but had to move back because we couldn't let the other kids see us so close. I looked away from him and when no one was looking he put his hand on my chin and lifted it lightly as well as stroking it gently. I opened my mouth the teensiest bit and moaned quietly and he noticed that. When class finally came to an end, I thought I would just be on my way, but Negan grabbed my arm tightly, and we went into an empty classroom. He shut the curtains and blinds so that we would have absolute privacy. I couldn't breathe, not one single breath I was so astonished I could've fallen to my knees and died. He grabbed my neck hard whilst giving me the most wettest and intimate kiss. I could feel so many types of jitters running down my body i was so alive that my stomach started to hurt. "Oh Negan I want you so bad you don't even know how much i could just eat you alive." "Oh yeah is that right? Well ever since I first saw you I wanted to screw your brains out and make you sore and raw." Sore and raw sore and raw I repeated it over and over in my head. He slammed me up onto a table and started taking off my shirt, then all I had left on was my bra and panties. He put his hand down inside, and I felt the best sensation I couldn't contain myself any longer and just let the moans pour out of me. Out of breath I started to say "You...are...the...best thing that's ever happened to me, and I truly mean that." Negan kept on fingering me and looked at me intently with his beautiful hazel eyes. "Say your mine." "I'm yours forever and always Negan." He gave a low laugh and smirked showing his beautiful dimples. When I was close to climax I gave a long kiss on his mouth whilst moaning at the same time. I was dripping wet and I almost slapped myself for doing such dirty things with him but I couldn't control myself, and that was the problem. "You were so wet Bea I mean I haven't felt a young girls.." "Alright you don't have to finish that sentence I can see the whole picture." He almost started laughing at me but instead stared intently at me and said "Your so innocent." I gave an annoyed look and spoke "No I'm not." There was a pause a moment of silence, but then he unexpectedly asked me "Are you a virgin?" I didn't even answer I couldn't answer and Negan knew by my inaudible response that I was and he said "You are aren't you? Omg I'm gonna be your first and I'm gonna be able to feel your tight pus..." "Omg stop talking! Your so forward idk how your so confident all the time." "That's just how I was built to be confident and forward and you like that dont you?" I did like it, but I wasn't going to admit that to him. "How can you just say things like that and not....cringe?" "It's easy you try it, it would be really hot if you did." "Maybe another time." "How about tommarow?" I nodded yes and he lit up like a light bulb with the biggest smile you'd ever seen. I now ly in my bed thinking about our moment together over and over, and I just can't stop liking him. I felt buzzed, raw, and sore just like Negan had said. I wish we could hang out more, and maybe we could. We should've exchanged numbers. I guess I will have to ask him another time. Suddenly, I started looking around my room and wondered what his looked like and what he was doing at this very second. Maybe he was listening to music, or he was lying in bed like I was. I wish we could just teleport to each other, and I wish I could kiss him again while teasing and pleasuring him. He has such a touch, a touch that'll make you lose your breath and make you have to take deep ones. Inhale and exhale, they say inhale 4 seconds hold 4 seconds and breathe out 8, but what if it's not enough. The tension was a burning sensation through my body, and I just wanted more and more of it. I craved it every day. Just another kiss, just a few more seconds with him. All I wanted in that moment was him and I wanted to be with him every second of everyday.