Never let you know

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Anshuman's POV




Last night sleep didn't come easily. After coming back from the balcony Samarth was fast asleep and I found myself staring at him again like a creep. Memorising his facial features, tracing it without touching him but I yearned to touch his face, hold him close.

Do I have a crush on him?  Come on Anshuman that's impossible.

Sitting in the living room when I was thinking all this while Samarth is busy texting Jhil. I saw Pulkit and Shreyas coming towards us with bags under their eyes.

"Didn't you guys sleep night?" I ask them

"Well we tried but couldn't" Shreyas answered in a tires tone

"Why?" Samarth questions them keeping his phone aside.

"Ask Lakshya and Anirudh" Pulkit replies yawning

After 15 minutes or so Anirudh came out of the room. He looked dead tired.

"You also didn't get any sleep?" Samarth asks him

"Umm I- I did" he answers hesitantly

"But who else didn't get any sleep" he added and Samarth pointed towards Pulkit and Shreyas

"You guys didn't get any sleep, was the bed uncomfortable?" Anirudh asks

"The bed was comfortable but the noises were not" Pulkit answers in a unbothered voice

"I am still traumatized" Shreyas says covering his ears dramatically

"What noises" I ask them

"Trust me you don't want to know"

Between all Lakshya entered the room with breakfast and puts the food on table and everyone started to eat except Lakshya who still standing like a pole.

"Sit Lakshya" Samarth says and lakshya nods

"Aaahh shit fuck" Lakshya screams and gets up abruptly from his seat.

"What happened?" I ask him getting concerned

"N..n-nothing" he says and tries to sit again

"Ouch aaahhh" he yelps with tears in eyes.

"I can't sit" he whines

"Why?" Samarth asks confused

"M-my....b-butt hurts" he says stuttering as he looks at the food instead of looking at us

"Why?" Pulkit asks chuckling and Anirudh glares at him.

"I fell" Lakshya answers.

"Where?" Shreyas asks with a teasing smile

"On a deodorant bottle"

"He is so bad at lying I want to believe him out of sympathy" Pulkit says earning another glare from Anirudh.

"Let's go to your room, I'll feed you" Anirudh says carrying Lakshya in his arms and leaves the room.

"Really, deoderant bottle, he thought we will believe him" Samarth laughs

God his laugh is beautiful




We came back to our room and spent the day doing nothing. We have the music event the day after tomorrow so we have to be prepared. Samarth is currently playing his guitar.

"Schoolboy" I call him

"What happened?" He responses

"Will you sing?"

"You want me to?"

I nod in response

"What do you want me to sing?"

"Remember you sang 'this town' in our school picnic, I want to hear that"

"Okay"

He tunes his guitar and looks at me with his signature sunshine-y smile.

Waking up to kiss you and nobody's there
The smell of your perfume still stuck in the air
It's hard
Yesterday I thought I saw your shadow running round
It's funny how things never change in this old town
So far from the stars

It's funny how so many things have changed between us and I'll never let you know that, Schoolboy.

And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now

And I remember everything how we hated each other, teased each other. Everything is different and I'll never tell you that. I'll never let you know schoolboy.


If the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you



Everything will come back to you, I'll always come back to you but I'll never let you know that, Schoolboy.


"Stop looking at me with those eyes" he says pulling me back from my dreamland

"What eyes?"

He hesitates to answer and stares at me blankly.

"I am going to sleep" he says and lays on his bed facing the wall instead of facing me.



Come on Anshuman, don't panic, do not panic. Don't behave abnormal.

Okay let's make a list:-

Do not smile like a madman in front of him.

Do not think about him all day.

Do not be jealous of Jhil.

Do not laugh too much at his jokes.

Do not ask him to sing again.

Do not spend alone time with him.

It's just a crush Anshuman, you'll get over it.





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