a mess

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i had never been so glad to see you,
until i realized how colorful,
you make my monotone world.

1:23AM

i'm drowning.
in all of those unsaid words,
unrequited feelings,
untold truths..
i can't breathe.
please, let me breathe.
i just want to say.. what i feel.

2:00AM

i had never been so glad to see the clouds,
until i realized how beautiful they make the skies.

3:45AM

they brought attention to my insecurity.
help.
stop looking at me, please.
please don't look at me like that.
stop
please
my heart is breaking
my whole body is shaken.
they are staring.
it's seen now.
i want to disappear.

4:00AM

there are gazes following me.
everywhere i look,
a pair of eyes wonders.
stop looking.
PLEASE.

4:20AM

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