i wish someone embraced me,
like i am the only being in the whole world.
i wish someone would hold my hand
and tell me everything will be okay.
i wish i could be as beautiful,
as all those girls they loved.
i wish i was less of a burden.
i wish all the scars,
that had been left on my heart,
could be hidden..
i wouldn't have to,
show something so hideous,
to every person i meet.
i wish i could feel.
i wish everything would quiet down and let me breathe.
wishing for anything was my downfall,
it made me think of endless things,
that i had hoped for my entire life.
growing up made me realize,
i never actually felt happy.
i wish to find happiness in anything at all,
to let my heart stop hurting,
so it makes me think less of the fact,
that i want it to stop pounding.
11:48PM
