who knew,
that your warm embrace,
could become a place,
which feels suffocating?
i wish i had never met you,
you know maybe..
my heart wouldn't feel so fucked up,
and i wouldn't be so closed off,
if i had never met you.
you made me feel so self conscious,
to the point i couldn't make a single move or say a single word, without thinking out every possible wrong in my actions.
you burned the place in my heart,
with the "good-bye",
which you had scattered gasoline around, with all of your words.
i wish.
you didn't make my heart pound out of my chest,
that one time.
you made me feel,
like none of my thoughts or ideals
didn't matter.
you traced your way into my heart,
only in the end,
you took the route through the walls of it, damaging my heart for good.
