Deepest Darkest Thoughts.

Chapter 2, Leonardo. Why Did I Do This?

What was I even thinking about. Why did I choose Rachel out of all the people. The only loner at school who never hangs out with anyone. Yet was my crush all along. I should have just picked a random person from the strip club.

This is going to be tougher then I thought. Although, virgins never last long. She might run away and steal something favourite of mine. I can't let that happen.

Why did it have to be Rachel. Why did it have to be someone I liked.

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My parents are going to kill me, I feel like my head is about to blow up because of thinking about this hoe.

Looking down at my hands, her face stuffed into my chest. Is she sleeping? Holy fuck. My breathing suddenly became hot.

I always had trouble with girls. Any random move they make, made me feel so weak its pathetic. They controlled me too easily, but I think I'll handle this one tiny situation just fine. Right?...

Infront of me, a few steps away I spotted a bench. My legs were tired from carrying her around. Why am I even caring for her.

I sat down carefully placing the sleepy head on my laps. Rachel seems cold, thats a sign to hurry the fuck up.

I should have just brought a taxi. Although I don't have any money specifically on me right now. They would probably call my parents saying I been sneaking out.

Since the moment her eyes merged with mine. I seen the way she was checking me out back at the Bus Stop. Her lips looked so... soft. Her voice was so gentle, eyes like an angel. I think I got melted by that.

Will I really be able to act it all out... I don't think I'll be good at hiding it all.

Im changing my mind every Second. Awh Rachel. My sweet little girl. You will be mine, and only mine soon. No matter what it takes.