Childhood friends

25. Bursting After Holding Back

"Taichi, you can never meet my team personally."

"Oh? And why is that?"

You don't look at him, sneakily trying to back away from the boy. "Well, they forgot you go to Shiratorizawa and are gonna lose their shit the moment they figure it out."

Kawanishi hums. "Alright. I didn't really have an interest in meeting your team anyways. I mean, they lost to us multiple times. I kinda feel bad for them, but at the same time there was no chance that they were gonna beat us. No team in this prefecture can beat Shiratorizawa. I get that they hold a grudge. Even though it's kinda childish."

You frown. "You're being childish right now, though. You're not any better. Don't look down on them just because you can beat them. They're still a strong team. Don't even try to belittle them."

The brunette sighs, leaning back on the bed in your bedroom. "So this means I can't make any moves on you now?"

You raise your brow at him. "What do you even mean by that? I'm literally your girlfriend. You don't needa make any moves on me. What kind of moves would you even try?"

Your boyfriend narrowed his eyes, rolling over. He pushes you onto your back and climbs on top of you, pinning you beneath him. "Y/n, I've been holding back for a year already. Ever since you confessed that you love me back, and we became a couple, I've wanted to do everything with you. I don't think you understand how bad I wanna fuck you. I've been dreaming of making you mine in every way since the moment I first realized I was in love with you. You say I don't need make a move, does this mean you'll allow me to do what I please?"

You blink slowly, trying to process what he means. "Hold up. You wanna have sex?"

Kawanishi keeps an intense look in his eyes. "Yes. There's nothing I want more than to make sure I'm the only one that can have all of your firsts. Do I have your consent?"

"It's not like I can stop you. You're still a bit stronger than me."

He frowns. "I'm not doing a single thing without your consent. I won't touch you unless you tell me that you want it. I may have to hold back all the time when I'm around you, but I'll continue to hold back if you're not ready to take things to the next step."

You sigh, turning your head away. Your hair falls over your face, hiding it from the boy on top of you. "Fine. I give you consent. Go ahead and fuck me, Taichi."

His grip on you loosened slightly. "Wait, really? You really wanna do this with me?"

You nods, slowly turning to look him directly in the eyes. "Yes, Taichi. I want to give you my virginity." Your face felt like it was on fire. Never, not even in your wildest dreams, would you have imagined things turning out like this.

Kawanishi had an excited smile on his face. "Yes! I'll have to thank Tendou for slipping the condom in my pocket!"

You stare at him, a questioning expression on your face. "I'm sorry, what? Does this mean I should thank my parents for putting me on birth control right before high school?"

The boy turned red. "Do I still need to use the condom then?"

You narrow your eyes at him. "Yes. There's nothing wrong with taking extra precautions. Birth control isn't 100%. There's always a chance it doesn't work. If you wanna fuck, you're using that condom."

"Yes ma'am." He grins, pulling it out from his pants' pocket. He holds it proudly between his index and middle finger. "I'm so glad your parents went out for the day."

You roll your eyes. "Ok, I get it. You're eager to have sex with the girl you've always been in love with. Do you actually wanna fuck, or are you just gonna fantasize about it?"