Outer Banks Imagines

Pouges x Reader-My Saviors

This imagines envoles su*cidal experience! This is before you have met the Pouges and your life sucks.

I am laying in my make shift bed with my eyes still closed. I can tell there is light coming through the window because I forgot to shut the curtains last night. I don't want to get up today. I actually don't even want to wake up! I just wish that I would randomly stop breathing or get hit by a car. Just to end it. My life sucks like crazy. I bet you don't believe me so let me tell you a little about myself.

My name is Y/n Y/l/n. I am a 16 almost 17 year old girl. I have y/h/c hair with bright y/e/c eyes and am about y/h tall. I live alone in a beaten down shack that nobody uses. My parents abandoned me in the hospital when I was born. I grew up in an abusive orphanage that I finally ran away from last year. They didn't even come looking for me which didn't surprise me at all. I am also the biggest Pouge in Outer Banks! No one knows my name or knows that I even exist. I go to school but don't even get noticed. I don't even get bullied! Which is quite impressive if I do say so myself. No one cares about me and no one ever will. That is why today is finally the day I do it.

I have been planing on this for a good week now. Every month the tide rises up to the docks. I figure if I chain myself to the dock boards right before the tide rises I will get stuck underneath and....... drown...... It is perfectly fine though because no one will miss me or care. Luckily, the tide is rising on a Saturday so I won't miss it. If I had to go to school I would miss it for sure.

My alarm clock starts going off. It is signaling me I have 30 minutes before the tide rises. I open my eyes and sit up. I get out of bed and change into my favorite outfit, a light blue and white tank top, some black leggings, and my sandals. I figured drowning in my favorite outfit would make it better which it does.

I throw my phone onto the ground really hard to make sure it breaks. I don't want anyone to use it or get into it. I grab the chains and start walking to the beach. It is a 20 minute walk to the docks. I should get there about 5 minutes before the tide rises all the way.

I take in my surroundings one last time. Outer Banks is the most beautiful place ever. I am glad I got to spend my last year here.

The dock comes into view. I look around as I walk up to it. I don't want anyone to try to stop me. Well, deep down I do wish someone will stop me. I want to keep living but not bad enough to live like how I do. No friends. No one to love me or protect me. No one.

I get down on my knees on the dock and slide the chains around a plank of wood. I jog down to under the dock and find the chains easily. The water is already to my hips so I won't have to wait long. I tighten the handcuff on my left arm. I grab the other handcuff but stop before I put it on my right arm.

Do I really want to do this? Yes.

I tighten the handcuff onto my right arm. No going back now.

I feel the water starting to rising past my chest. It reaches my neck and makes it to my chin. I let the water continue to come up to my mouth. I am going to take a deep breath but when I open my mouth a whole bunch of water enters instead. I guess I will die quicker this way. I close my eyes as the water covers the rest of my head. I can feel my body begging for air. There was no air to breathe in though.

Everything starts to feel peaceful as I black out. I did it. I finally did it. The last thing I hear is laughter.....

**JJ POV**

"Come on guys! The water awaits us!" I yell to the rest of the Pouges as I stand in the doorway of JB's house.

"You boys go ahead. Kie and I are going to be down in a little." Sarah says.