mafia and his childish wife

the end

In this pass few days im really clueless I can't sleep I can't eat I can't work just because of that damn gurl she really made me a psycho over her
Every hour every second I'm thinking about her
Her smile,her hair,her lips
Just I can't I can't live without that gurlll

Yesterday I went to that woman house(my first wife)
Jimin already went to her to tell her everything because I didn't had that much courage to tell her
She didn't signed the divorce paper yet because she said she wants to meet me last time and then she can sign it

I'm happy that she understand my situation  but that same time I feel guilty that I couldn't be the person she wanted to live her Hole life with but I had to choose my love

So I went to her House It was all quiet actually it was an apartment not small but  was big but it was like no one live there I went inside saw her siting in the balcony I went to her and Knock the window besides her she look at me

And unexpectedly she smile... I mean she smile after all this happen to her she smile and it wasn't just an smile it was and soft smile like a person see his love Infront of him but suddenly she stand up and came to my and hug me I was completely in shock but I didn't wanted to be rude as she has went  though a lot so I hug her back and suddenly tear fall from her eyes like right now she was smiling and now she is crying

I didn't knew what to do so I just try to console her

I made her sit on the sofa in the siting room she was still hugging me I made her sit but in an safe distance
I finally spoke

"Look *sigh* I know you suffer alot and I know how it feels but as u know how much I love yn how much I die to see her how much I wanna be with her I  know I didn't be as u wanted to be with your life partner and I know how kind you are trust me how much guilty I am right now but I had to choose yn and at the marriage I already told you that I won't be with you and I told mom dad that I gave you divorce which I didn't for your
Reputation but wht was it for use for all this 1year did I ever made you happy no I didn't so please choose some who loves you who cares for you" I said

She looked down then said
"I know but I love you"she said looking at me with her crying eyes

"I know you do I really appreciate it
But I can't I can't stay with you please try to understand it"I said and stand up

"Can we still be friends I promise I won't come to you I won't tell yn anything bad about you I also like yn Alot I know how kind her soul is but I I really want someone to just talk to I just wanna talk to u not everyday just one day in a week that all I want and if yn say something then just block me but tell me before you do"she said Holding my hands

"I can't destroy your life wht if yn won't say anything trust me your life will be destroy find a gud partner for you if u can't tell me I will find but I can't do this"I said and was going

"Jungkook"she said I look back

"I can't love the way I Loved you I just want to see you happy if your happy in this then.........  Where is the paper" she said and stand up and find it
She saw the paper on the rack and went she saw pen there and sign it
But I could see she was Crying while signing it and how hurt she was but I can't do anything it's the best for both of us
She came to me and gave the paper I was going to say something but she cuted me off

"Don't say anything Jungkook just go"she said I nodded and went out
I came back office and signed it

(Next day)

Jk said sitting in his cabin in office

"It been so many days that I have seen yn I wanna see her so badly but that stubborn girl won't I know that I did wrong but he forced me to marry her"
Jk said in an empty room