Over the next week, you develop a plan for your meet ups, and send it, It's intense, but he needs sorting out. Once he has read it through and asked any questions he may have, you tell him "take atleast a week off of schedules if you have any. It's going to be total submersion. "
With the end of your contract the same week, your team invited you out for dinner and drinks. It's a cute little bbq house. The aromas that meet you when you walk in are intoxicating. It's dimly lit but not overly crowded. You invited Iseul, but she declined, she has a date.
"Nuna, as you're leaving us from the office, we will miss you, but it's not like we won't see you again. You and Iseul are a team. Cheers?" Your senior is already a little tipsy. As the evening progresses, he gets a little handsy. Without being rude, you let him know that it wouldn't happen, not in this lifetime or the next. He seems very disappointed but moves his attention to another member of the team. A ping on your phone."Hey Lola, you have a deal,"
"This is the first day of your new regime, buckle up and get ready, bugs,"
Stowing your phone back into your bag, you drink and eat a lot more.It's early on Saturday morning when you wake up. Some winter sun has made it through the clouds. Packing a bag. You've told Iseul, "I'm going to see some family, I will be back in a week or two." This isn't unusual for you when you finish a temp job. You always make time to go see your family.
Meeting the driver at one of the bus stops. He puts your bag into the trunk as you sit inside.
Jungkook has called you a few times and sent some messages, too. You don't reply.Inside the house, you leave your bag at the entrance and make your way to the sitting room, Jk is waiting for you.
His face lights up when he sees you but soon puts his head down and hides the smile.
"Relax, we will talk it over first and then see if you still want to continue. Some things are different when you use words instead of text. " his shoulders lose the tension, and his chin comes back up.
"I'm happy with what I've read, I just don't want to feel lost anymore." He's eager to start. But he's not in charge. You are." Before, we had a dialogue, and we had an understanding. But the limits were never really pushed. You are pushing right now. You want to get started, but I've not decided yet. You will wait for me." You're still new to this, and it's a trial for you both.
Your voice is light, but he knows you can switch in the next breath."Rules, don't talk back.
Don't think you know what's coming next. Or who.There will be recovery time, but not a lot of it.
There will be times when you hate me. When you think I'm being too bossy or rude. But you have said you agree to let me be in control for the whole week. You will get over this.
You should choose a safe word, well two, one for when it's getting close to your limit and one for when it is your limit. Tell me then and make sure you remember them.
When, and not if, you use your safe word, know, that it's not a weakness, it's a strength of one's self. To know your limits is very powerful. " You take a moment. Let this sink in. "Any questions so far?" You ask. He doesn't say anything. "Jk, you need to use your words, or this isn't going to work.""Before, it was about pleasure for you. But the details are less clear this time. Does that mean there won't be a lot of pleasure?" So he's wondering if he's gonna be giving you pleasure.
"Oh, your wondering if your still gonna be making me cum, yes, yes you will. And I will reward you but letting you. I will also have you cumming" you answer. But tease a little more.
"You seem to want to know if you're going to enjoy this. Yes, you will, and no, you won't.
This is about finding you, who you are, what you want, and what you will accept. "
Standing up, you say, "Show me to my room." he does, walking with you, he heads upstairs and to the right. "This side, this is for you, I'm on the left." he's carried your bag and puts it on to the desk. He tells you that the house is booked for use for 10 days, but more can be added if needed."Bugs, this is new to me as well. And in the recovery time, we can talk about things. There might be times when I'm in over my head. So I think I will have a safe word too. " he gives you a grin and says,"I feel safe knowing that we can be honest about things. "
You decide that the 'training'will start after dinner. This way, there's more time to talk about any fears or concerns that you both may have.
You tell him about how you met Theo in more detail, how giving over control is a massive trust exercise, and you're not taking it lightly. You guys talk about how he is dealing with his feelings about his future.By the end of the meal, it's been decided that recovery time will be a relaxed meal, where you can both openly discuss the good and bad parts of the time. With both of you agreeing to this, it's time to clear up and head upstairs.
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The Mistress's 1st Maknae.
FanfictionAfter spending time in love and lustless relationships and having your eyes opened to all that's on offer. You're given the reins and set loose. For him, time is moving fast, and his world is changing. It feels like he's spinning out of control. T...